HoJingCi, 百一章's.

2009-10-14T07:01:00.000-07:00

解铃还须系铃人.

Date:14th October 2009.

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Swiss Cottage Secondary School.
Miss HoJingCi.

xxxxx Secondary School.
Mr. DxxxY.

RE: Complaint on student's abuse.

Hahaha, Hi people. LOL. ^^. Posting for that babe. HoJingCi, you owe me 22 lines. Don't forget la k.
Ya, great that she's finished her paper, i haven't. T.T K la, she hor damn bimbish. Going hongkong/taiwan (forgot la!) For so long. Still ask me go with her. Sot not. LOL. I bet art has made her gone berserk. Anything anything. K. Jingci wished me goodluck for..

-HomeEconomics.
-Literature.

Thanks thanks. LOL. K la, nothing much to say. But Ahgirl, results IF not pleasant, don't cry. (touch wood!) But if pleasant, of course la. Treat me to sakae. LOL. Hahaha, eh, i friday training, Will die k. Don't anyhow hor, i did more contribution than you to your Chinese orchestra k. LOL. Thanks for helping for the mail and sorts laaaa. K la, audition with me la, Don't like that leh, quit simi. Cut your hair hor. Cut half bangs half side ah, your fringe. LOL. K la, this letter of complaint too long le. byebye.

素问您一项从善如流，重视名义，故投函与您. LOL. English Mixed With Chinese. Tyvm.

祝
头发长长。
DxxxY 启
2009年10月13日.

2009-10-13T08:33:00.000-07:00

I'm exhausted today! Finish my exams.
And went to east coast park with, my dearest clique.
Lanjia, siewboon, jieling, cuiting, hsiangwee(you make us wait damn long ty), glen, chingle, renjie, iain and jianhao ^^.

Damn fun ok. I ride 2 hours of bicycleeeeeeeeeeeee!
Ok. I very tired. :( Shall go check mail for email.

Jy jgjy fr yr chemistry exams tomorrow, yr danny. LOL. Goodluck fr maths paper.
Byebye. Might be going out tmr. T.T Byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye.

2009-10-12T05:02:00.000-07:00

Verdict of the truth.
Fool others, yet you can't fool yourself.

Last exam tomorrow, art.
Holiday mood already, because i've a whole lots of activities line up for my 6 days holidays, starting from wednesday onwards.
Going fort canning, with my cliques tomorrow. Random? LOL.

My holiday mood start from last friday's paper onwards.
Very tired today, because my sleeping time start to change. T.T
I slept at 4am plus tht day, because i'm watching the movie 'invitation only' on the net.
Suppose to watch it with noob and brother, but brother went to sleep first.
Show recommended by jieling. Not bad, but damn disgusting. T.T

Blog again tomorrow. :)
Meanwhile, i've to complete my art prep. ^^

2009-10-10T23:10:00.000-07:00

Be right back; 右バックしてください.

Miss me ^^. I'll be gone officially from today, 2009年10月07日 till 2009年10月14/15日, due to my streaming year. :)
Will be back as soon as possible. Goodluck to everyone that's having their EOYs. :)
"Every price pays off with an effort."

Did i mention, I ♥ my girlfriends.
Okay, off to mug for the upcoming papers.
~~History, English paper 1, Chinese paper 1, Literature, Science, English paper 2, Chinese paper 2,~~ Maths paper 1, Maths paper 2, Art.
End of End Of Year exams. :D

TEEHEE. CONTACT ME BY PHONE THEN.
Luv's, Hojingci♥.

2009-10-03T23:28:00.000-07:00

After yesterday incident, i swear i'm gonna be the number 1 fan of a racist!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Urghs. I hate bangalas that stare at people, after yesterday incident.
Spoils my mood, totally!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I want go date with my books already. Alot homeworks please.
Have to start on my art prep later T.T

BYE.
Back next saturday, i mean it.

2009-10-03T01:52:00.000-07:00

Long lasting :)

I'm back from my MIA, temporary. I'll be gone again fr a week after this post. ^^
Real sorry for the sudden MIA, because i find studies very important now.
I'm aiming a subject combination that i doubt i can go in, because of my ca1 and sa1. Urghs.
But nevertheless, i'm still trying my best. Doing my assignments and assessments daily.
Special thanks to lanjia darling, and minjin sweetheart, for coaching me 'electricity' and 'light', despite the fact that i took a long time to absorb all the information.

I'll give all i've for this exams. So i'm on a hiatus mode. :)
Will be back after my EOYs are over.

Have being spending my time wisely for the past few days. Studying and studying. :)
Thursday, gave my tuition a miss. Because maths tuition teacher was teaching us some emaths stuffs. Find it redundant to help in my EOY maths, so skip it.
And went minjin's house and darling, and they taught me science ^^
Home around 9 :)

Yesterday, Friday. ^^

School ended at 12.40. Went home, bathe prepare. Lot ^^
Took 172 to jp. With cuiting, jieling, lanjia, siewboon, sandra, gabriel.
Walked till my legs were sore T.T Walked till ard 5 plus.
Bused back with the rest except sandra and gabriel.
Laughed the whole trip from jp to cck. Darling damn funny please. LOL.
Went lot, and home with jieling ^^.

Reached home, and yehlin called me straight.
Went downstairs and find yehlin. And she was waiting for barry's daddy to fetch him.
So acc them to wait, and went up to yehlin's house fr a while. :O

Waited for her, and we went back to our primary school ^^
Celeste and chuxuan cmi, because one couldn't come due to curfew, and another was because she's having another celebration at her secondary school.
So was so excited that, we ran back, instead of walking back.
This time round was so much better please. At least we managed to slacked around the school, wheras, during the teacher's day. School gates was closed so early!

So was so fed up with foo, LOL. And me and yehlin started to curse him outside the general office.
We stand on chairs, till a teacher told us to get down. LOL. Ran around the school, and went inside the studio ^^. Happy. But my teachers aren't around. So went back for the sake of going back.
Seriously lo. The arragements for the school teachers suck to the max.
Decided to take a last tour around the school, and saw weibin and yuxuan.
Talked awhile, and me and yehlin headed to kh's kopitiam. ^^

Talked and slacked, and decided to leave tht place @ ard 10 plus :D
Mummy forced me to go cousin's house. Urghs.
So went, and iain meimei called me and acc me ^^

Damn tired, so just left. And went to sleep aft talking fr like a couple of hours. ^^
Thanks meimei ^^

Saturday, Today.
A big happy lantern festival to all of you out there ^^
Woke up damn early please. Thanks to meimei for waking me up continously. LOL.
If not i comfirm plus one chop late, and amanda will have to wait fr me fr a long time. LOL.
Woke up, prepare, bathe and went to meet amanda @ the mrt station :D

Saw her, and we trained to chervon tgt ^^
Saw sokyee and her sister at the wedding too. O:
Damn not used to witness yr own piano teacher going through the wedding ceremony. LOL.
So awkward please. LOL.

Anyway, last long ah. ^^ LOL.
And home with amanda, sokyee and her sister.
Thanks to amanda's parents for driving us back :)

Should be meeting celeste and yehlin later ^^.
Going kopitiam again i think. LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay, later i late again i die. LOL. Celeste going nag at me again. LOL.
And she bomb me ytd hor. Please hor celeste chua. You owe me one renqing. ^^

Okay, shall return my laptop to my mummy now ^^.
Going to mia till next saturday. ^^
Jys for yr Eoys's okeh. :)

BYEBYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ^^.
Miss me please. LOL.

Talked with yehlin, and i found myself very blessed, with a clique in school, with friends whom i can trust, with family as my strong pillar. I'm more than contented.

2009-09-30T01:17:00.000-07:00

Hi proper post today ^^
No test , schooled as usual . Nothing much
HAHAHAHAHA . I not Jingci la WL :@ You all thought i her right HAHAHAHA
She that noob go mia already ):
Copy me one please LOL! Then because of her i need on computer :@
Her mian zi very big right?! She very chicken leh LOL

K la , she very stress . DONT GO KPKB HER HOR :@
WHO GO KPKB HER SHALL GO MISSING . ^^ LOL!
No la . She's planning to score distinction for all her subject LOL!
So if she never get right , i kill you all ah LOL!

Okay i crap finish liao .
YOU ALL THINK YOU ALL KNOW WHO I AM BUT YOU ALL CONFIRM WRONG ONE

I am .........................................................

JGJY LOL!
GUESS WRONG RIGHT . YOU ALL NOOB LOL!
Joking , dont so serious LOL . Okay bye bye !
GO MISS HER THEN CRY UNTIL DIE OKAY LOL

2009-09-29T02:30:00.000-07:00

3down, 6 more to go.

HMT paper down!!!! ^^ I'm satisfied with my sihan!!!!!!
See la, morning i ask everyone write "报章报道..." with me. All reject me please. LOL.
Until i finished the 2 hour paper, then everyone tell me they write "报章报道..."
SEE LA, Tell you all already!!!!!!!!! Is so much more easier to write that one okay.

Homed with girlfriends. And slept all the way from 10.30am to 3plus gonna 4. ^^
I'm so tired though i slept at 10.30 yesterday. ROFL.
Teehee. I got new studying area liao. At the kitchen. (Y) one please.
No distraction.

I WANT GO HAVE MY DINNER. BYEBYE.
Mu gums hurts. T.T

2009-09-28T03:58:00.000-07:00

2down.

I fucking screwed up my history paper.
Esp the judgement questions. -.- Fuck the conclusion part. How can i be that stupid to write only william farquhar was the one that should be given the tittle of the founder of singapore.
Yes true. He was the one that made singapore able to survive through its infant years.
But, it was raffles who made use of the dispute to obtain permission to set up a settlement in the southern part of singapore.
What the fuck am i thinking back then.

Urghs. If i don't manage to get an A for history, i'll be like damn dissapointed in myself.
Blah. I can't get over the fact that other than that i screwed up the part in how singaporeans react when they knew that there are gonna be ww2.
I don't remember teaching going through that part.
AND, I didn't read them. Such a fucking small portion in the textbook.

I hope my source base won't be a gone case.
Spend most of my time there. Hope other questions will be okay, at least i'll get an A or smth :/
Sighs, i want my A2 :/
Was only satisfied with my own situational, proposal writting. T.T
Urghs. My compo, average? o:

After school, went pizza hut my 6 other girls. Lunched there, and get to relax a little :)
Home afterwards, and darling send me and jieling home. :D

Cuiting ah, cheerup♥. Don't get too worry with the case and yea. Don't let it affect you. :) Y'know we are always behind you. I can send you home everyday ^^ Just opposite my house only. Okay. Luv you. ^^

2009-09-27T03:26:00.000-07:00

TAKEN ABACK.
I didn't fail as badly as i though i'll be. Instead, i score a high fail.
Nothing to be proud of. I admit, i did a last min revision for piano.
But what can i expect, with my scales barely able to differentiate between the harmonics and melodics, with sight readings less than a min, handling 5 flats, with pieces that is having major breakdowns.
The only aspect that will make it a to pass would prolly be aural? Least expected.

I guess everyone including my teacher herself and my parents predicted that i will do badly.
I can't play well under stress. To add on, my teacher put on pressure to me. Telling me that other schools did badly with this examiner, too. Urghs, so i broke down after my exams.

I didn't even have the courage to ask from my teacher what was the exact marks i score when she gotten back our results.
I told her to hold me in suspense, till my EOYs are over, i'll go back to my music school to receive my result. She agreed.
But i was so irritated with history just now, that i could no longer hold back myself.
I went to pour my emotions on the piano, and i realise, i should have been stronger to face to music, to face my result.

I send her a text regarding the exams. Asking, will i still have to retake, or will i be able to move on to grade 7.
In my heart, i told myself, if i've to retake i can forget about having the thought of going back piano.
What shocked me most was that, she told me i didn't fail as badly, because i only started playing 2 days before the exams.

Overjoyed. More than overjoyed.
I'll be back, teacher. :)

Self centered.
A word that many people came across but yet make the effort to explore the true meanings behind it. I never knew i will get to understand this meaning that fast, until i met one myself. Only after that, i realise family are the one that are really behind you despite the number of quarrels, the number of fights that you've went through. Maybe people might disagree with my above statement, but who knows they might be able to witness this themselves in the near future. A cycle, that keeps on repeating in the concept of life. Adapt and live with it.

What happen? Why the sudden change in you, in everyone.
WHAT'S GOING ON?!
So many personal opinions, yet the thought of hurting one another, made me drop the idea.

Maybe as the person undergo changes, he/she might not realise the change in the environment. Turn back and regret? Think about it. Does it make any use?

SHALL GO HIT MY BOOKS AGAIN.
BYE! BYE! BYE! BYE!

I'M ONLY AT CHAPTER 7.
But i finish my english already. TEEHEEHEE.

2009-09-26T22:59:00.000-07:00

你的沉默，我既然没有怀疑过.
The worst part of everything was saying goodbye.

HISTORY EXAMS TOMORROW. T.T
Urghs, i can't memorise. I got my ass to read through the whole of the textbook, once.
And i memorise only till chapter 4. Have to read through my past papers later, to see how to score at the source based questions etc. :)
I can't help by plucking in my earphones and start to side track as the melody of the song hums into my head. I can't stop sidetracking!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't concentrate.

But on the brighter thought, after history exams, i guess it will be much better? O:
Afterall, my science exams, i've to study 14 chapters. Needless to say for hmt, i've 100 idioms to memorise, and yet i haven't started on it. How screw up am i now.
I've to go for maths consultation, i didn't made any effort in maths this year, i admit.
Shit. T.T

I'll probably die from anxiety before reaching the examination venue tomorrow.
I'm sitting in the 3 row, 1st person again. -.- I'm frever sitting at the front.
Final exams already, just hang on. Is gonna end soon, very soon.
P/S: Goodluck everyone for the exams tmr, espicially my beloved class ^^

I want an A for history for my end of years.
Bye, off to chapter 5. Bye, off to chapter 5.
Bye, off to chapter 5. Bye, off to chapter 5.
Bye, off to chapter 5. Bye, off to chapter 5.
Bye, off to chapter 5. Bye, off to chapter 5.
Bye, off to chapter 5. Bye, off to chapter 5.
Bye, off to chapter 5. Bye, off to chapter 5.
Bye, off to chapter 5. Bye, off to chapter 5.
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Bye, off to chapter 5. Bye, off to chapter 5.
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Bye, off to chapter 5. Bye, off to chapter 5.
Bye, off to chapter 5. Bye, off to chapter 5.
Bye, off to chapter 5. Bye, off to chapter 5.
Bye, off to chapter 5. Bye, off to chapter 5.

TIME MANAGEMENT.

2009-09-26T06:42:00.000-07:00

Spend my whole day mugging for history exams, on monday.
Fruitful day ^^ I luv today best.
Woke up damn early today, because i'm meeting miss zhong, our history teacher, together with chelsea, wanjun and edwin for history consultation at the mac :D

Pretty satisfied on the overall. :)
Studied from 1 plus to 5 straight.

Went to catch my minnie @ the arcade tgt with the rest.
And chelsea help me ^^ Thankyouverymuch :D
And home with edwin.

ME WANT GO MEMORISE HISTORY NOW. BYEBYE.
Don't want to disappoint miss zhong. :O

2009-09-25T10:15:00.000-07:00

Yo! ^^ Proper post back. :D
Past few days was damn screwed up, because i'm busy with my DNT and NYAA.
Which are officially over for me! ^^ Though NYAA will still be returned back to us in the future. O:

Skipped school for the past few days.
Not because i intended to skip it on purpose.
It was because i'm busy with DNT, and i can't draw. I spent around 2 hours on each drawing.
Because i keep redraw and redraw. :(
So 2 days straight, landed me to be sick.

Tuesday, Went girlfriend's house till tuition time, and she acc me to wait for the bus.
Wednesday, girlfriend came my house this time round, did dnt awhile, and she went home.
Thursday, skip school, tuition @ night. And teacher taught me sec 3 e maths already ^^
Friday, which is today, the most most most most enjoyable day throughout the whole wk.

Met up with my girlfriends, celeste, chuxuan, yehlin for a meal at the kopitiam. LOL.
Teehee, slept till 5 plus, thanks sweetheart for waking me up ^^.
Bathe, and headed over to celeste's house @ around 6 plus.
Waited for her to bathe, and went downstairs to meet with yehlin :D
Have our meal at the second storey, and waited for chuxuan to come.
She's frever so slow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Send yehlin back, and went celeste's house till 10 plus.
Parted with the 2 of them and homed at 11.
Out tomorrow, with chelsea, wanjun and edwin. It will definitely be a fruitful day.
To make up the loss that i wasn't in school for the past 2 days.

Shall go study for my paper 1 english now ^^ Luv's.
Chuxuan ah chuxuan, don't so bimbo!!!! LOL.

2009-09-23T07:06:00.000-07:00

Hetic life + overloading homeworks + packed scheldue sums up tiredness.

I'm so speechless with the amount of work to be completed over the night.
T.T

2009-09-22T07:18:00.000-07:00

难道一个拥抱也是彩排时排演的？

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I'm drop dead tired.
And today only the first day of the school week. T.T

3 more days to go before the end of this week and the starting of my first paper, history.
Pretty surprised that i could actually still secure an A despite not completing my reliability question. And half of my judgement question. Worth a total of 8 marks.

So, was feeling rather contented after receiving my results today ^^
Went girlfriend's house to do NYAA.
Screw NYAA. Bother me like some shit. :(

Shall clear the whole booklet of NYAA asap. Deadline, this friday.
DNT deadline, this thursday.
Went over to limbang and had over dinner @ mac, while we continue doing done the NYAA.
Then i had the sudden urge to collect my piano results, because my school was just nearby.
But girlfriend stopped me in time. She was afraid i might get affected by the results and i may start crying over spill milk all over again. Which i think she certainly didn't want to see any of those scene.

So drop the idea, and went tuition instead.
Tomorrow, i'm staying back for consultation with chelsea, wanjun and co. ^^
Shall go do my filing. :)

I couldn't get over the fact still. That i didn't even manage to achieve a pass for my piano :(
Utterly disappointed in myself.

2009-09-21T04:41:00.000-07:00

Went out with mummy today ^^
Spent money like water T.T

Went celeste's house after that. :D
Shall go bathe now :)

2009-09-20T09:45:00.000-07:00

Omg, saw the trailer for new moon!!!!!!!!
DAMN BLOODYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY COOL.
COMING OUT WHEN, NOVEMBER 20 OR DECEMBER 4TH?!
ANYONE TELL ME?! O:

2009-09-20T06:33:00.000-07:00

Omg. T.T I wasted my whole day today.
I should be studying today @ home. :(
I was suppose to spent my time at home studying, going through my subjects.
And yet, y'know wd i did?! I spent my time reading a book. Arghs. Wasted. D:

Reply of tags :)
S.SHIHUI,: Omg bean your profile pic very scary LOL!!!!!!
LOL, Change already :)

Siewboon!: GIRLF . YOU NO NEED REPLY LIAO LA . TH DANNY HELP YOU LE . LOL
He my maid ma. LOL. That small boy = My maid. ^^

a passerby: she isn't pretty..saw her in reallife be4...
O: I never tell you to judge my pictures. :)

Pb: ignore the passerbys alrite you are pretty saw you in reallife b4 too
I look different from picture. :)

DANSTON.: HI SIEWBOON. LOL.
LOL. Hi maid ^^ Stop making friends. LOL.

Candy: You too famous , too much ppl saw you . its time to go out with sun glasses LOL
LOL. I don't go out. Stay at home. LOOOOOOOOL.

passer2: she onli lk chio cuz of her fringe..
LOL. You alot comments. LOL.

shasi: jin ci u no u damn hot a not....still can say to me dat u r not.....
shasi: i min jing* ci
Huh. I'm not. :O

CELESTE: Haha, who's to say whats considered pretty or not?
Ya lo. Bimbotic people. LOL.

KaiLing: Pretty sist , you famous liao la ^^ chio chio .
LOL. Hi sist ^^ I'm not pretty la! You more chio :)

DANSTON.: Hi. Hi. Hi. Hi. Hi.
Hi maid. Paint my table for me. LOL.

LIMCHUXUAN: HI JINGCI !!! HW COME YR PHOTO GO SO FAST, I VERY HARD SEE YOU KNOW YOU KNOW ! HA-HA !!
LOL. TEEHEE. CUTE MA ^^

Wes: WTF YOUR LIPS SO RED EYE LINER SO DARK , F(_)CK YOUR BACKSIDE LA , DONT STEP ONE GHOST ;D
Is the contrast la bimbo. I don't put makeup stupid. LOL.

Estherrr: Hello (: Tagged (:
Hello ^^. Thanks ah! :D

DANSTON.: Everyday zilian, Your comp sure chui one day. LOL.
LOL. YOUR HEAD. I NOT LIKE YOU, ZILIAN NO SHOW. ERXIN. LOL.

Maddie: I likes your profilepicture :P
Thanks sist :)

JOEY: twin,you popular alrdy. need hire bodyguards alrdy. LOL,chio laa you ^^
LOL. I'm not popular la aiyo! LOL. And hor, not chio too. LOL.

HuiQi: tagged^^ link me!
Okay, shall link ya up soon ^^

san.driyya: hello sister ^^
Hello sissayeeeeee! ^^

Cassandra.: Hey, rlly think bout it ok. Dont make rash desicions & persevere if you rlly dont feel like giving up!! ^^.
Thanks uh, you cheer up too ^^

passer2: no offence~ urr 18sep pic luk like a ghooost withh a bigbigbigg nose! euu like bo eyez like that huh. 0.o0.o0.o0.o
Oh, try harder to bring me down ^^

DANSTON.: Wow, passer2. Her picture don't need your comment. :O
Passer2 more bimbo than you leh, how. LOL.

Siewboon!: Hi girlf, are you like ok :O
Yeap, i'm okay, no worries :)

Wes: You lucky sia , ma de ! First time call you never pick if not i go in the bloody shop ! _l_ _l_ but sadly on bus liao :(
LOL. PS LA. You come extra. LOL.

Jolene:D: passer2 can you just like shut up? she doesnt need your comment -'- -.- . OI CHEERUPS LEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!! ):
Relax, don't care about passer :) Thanks ah. LOL. Drink cough medicine ^^

LANJIAAA:D: Honeyyyyyy don't be sad okay, i help you alter skirt LOL.
LOL. YOU SAY ONE HOR. I GO YR HOUSE SEE YOU HELP ME NEXT TIME OK :D

Jialing :D: Sister, cheer up. Its alright if you failed your exams. try harder next time :D
Jialing :D: and don care about passer-by 2 also LOL.
Thanks uh sist ^^. Ya lo. Passer by 2 lame si le. LOL

minjiexD: passerbys ,ey pu bor kia,bo tai bo ji come ppl blog spamm spamm,you whr not bu shuang,come out tioed lur.
minjiexD: kk-.-
minjiexD: *knnminjiexD: lame sia stupid passerbys,sorry scold so many vulgars.
minjiexD: cheer up baby=D,dont sad sad.this time fail next time do better,you did your best!;D
Haha, baby relax la! ^^ Thanks btw :)

DANSTON.: Shhh, She say she need my cheerup nia. LOL.
LOL. BIMBOTIC. No fast food hor. Ty.

JOEY: Eh,you not happy isit ah? she dont need you to comment okay? LOL.
LOL. Don't care the passerby la :D

Shaddie: YO JINGCI!!! \m/ \m/ \m/
YO SHADDIE. ME MISS YOU, GOODFRIEND. LOOOOL.

DANSTON.: Hahaha, she fine le. All thanks to me thankyou. LOL.
CRAP. LOL.

A L I C I A: Passerby , she doesn't means your comments :D . Jiayous for your EOY and meet up soon xD
HI LAOPO! YA LOR. JIO ME OUT AFTER EOYS OKAY! Me go sengkang find ya. :)

san.driyya: Aiyoh. The passerby, say these kinda thing still can add one 'no offence'. Might as well don't say right? -.-
san.driyya: Anyway, hello sister ! (:
Don't care the passerby uh :D Hello sissaaaaaaaaaaaaaye. :D

Hilda Chee.: LOL, HJC!
Hilda Chee.: :-*
HILDA CHEE PEI TING!!!! LOL.

DANSTON.: Eh, tagboard so small. ): Previous skin nicer! x)
THIS ONE NICEST LIAO!!! LOL.

XIUHUI: Heyy jingci (: taggtagg. relink wo. kamxia(:
Okay, relink you soon :)

jolene: passed by, tags.
Hello, thanks fr the tag btw ^^

Jolene:D: BLAH HIHIHIHIHIHI . REPLY ME ON MSN LA :@ LOL!
REPLY LIAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

Read book, read book, mug mug mug. :D
Out with mummyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy tmr.

2009-09-19T08:43:00.000-07:00

If we never experience sorrow, we won't get to recognise bliss.

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I hope this little setback i experience will let me self motivate myself to ace my EOY.
Because my EOYs comming in 9 days time. Humanities paper first.
Follow by both english and hmt paper 1. :)

Didn't really do anything today, because i woke up damn late. Slept for 16hours.
I'm finally satisfied ^^.
Wasted my entire day, and i'm feeling a little guilt within me.

Only did my D&T drawing, and some first 2 slide of PPT presentation!
Aiya wtf, tmr not gonna waste my time already ^^. Rly i going study tomorrow.
On top of that, i'm going out shopping with mummy on monday :)
She's bringing me out, finally :D

Shall go self improvise myself now. HAHAHA.
BYEBYE.

我爱我的女朋友's!!!!!!
My beloved sissayes♥.
Out together as promise after this major exam. :)

REPLY TO TAGS TOMORROWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!
Goodnight! ^^

2009-09-18T23:33:00.000-07:00

All the feelings i had come pouring out.
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I'm fine already. Really. ^^
Don't worry.

Bye.

2009-09-18T06:56:00.000-07:00

I CUT MY HAIR AND RE REBOND IT. -.-

I FAIL MY EXAMS. I'M SAD.
FUCK MYSELF FOR MAKING PEOPLE DISAPPOINTED IN ME ONCE AGAIN.

Thanks for the encouraging words, celeste, cassandra and lanjia.

2009-09-17T02:42:00.000-07:00

Reassurance.
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HISTORY, ENGLISH TEST TOMORROWWWWWWWWWW!

Chapter 6, 7. And proposal writting. o:
Stayed back at school for history remedial today, and Miss Zhong was awesome.
She totally change my mindset of her being a boring teacher. Instead she wasn't!
She's definitely a cool teacher. ^^
She persistently urged us on, reminding us tomorrow's test must plan our time well. :D

So school today was a complete bore -______- But surprisingly, i didn't doze off.
Sigh. I've been sleeping late everyday. To add on, danny fell asleep everytime i'm studying -.-
And wake up when i'm going to sleep. Not helping at all. LOL.

ET WAS TERRIBLE TODAY, BECAUSE WE RAN LIKE SOME MAD.
One rd we've to push ourselves to the max, the other rd was more towards relax rd.
Finally completed our D and T artefact. ^^ Wanjun helped us with our drawing.
She sketched it out for us. Thanks very muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

After the last chinese lesson, headed towards the workshop to help chelsea with her artefact.
AND DID I MENTION I INJURED MY FINGER WITH GLUE GUN :@
Pain T.T So went for history after that.

And lot one with the usuals.
Read history chapter, 6 and 7. Familiarise myself with the skills.
SHALL GO OFF NOW.

GOODBYE ^^.

i want go fort canning T.T
STOP SAYING I RANDOM LA, BIMBO. LOL.

Hey dearest :B

Jiayou for yr oral tomorrow okay! ^^ Remember ah, ace everyone of them. :D I'm sure you can do it. ^^ See you tomrrow. Long talks. ^^

BYEBYE.

2009-09-16T07:34:00.000-07:00

OMG HOMEWORKS MADDNESS.
T.T

I'm left with maths, history and D & T.
Happy doing -________-

2009-09-15T04:26:00.000-07:00

TRY HARDER TO JUGGLE UP THE FACTS AND LIE TO ME AGAIN.
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Pissed off or rather more towards disappointment.
HELLO. I'VE FEELINGS.

School was rather slack today, slept throught CME, didn't have assembly.
So CD and assembly period was free period.
Slacked throughout with chelsea, wanjun, edwin, irfan and andyqa.
Till the later part everyone sat in a circle and start to slack tgt. ^^
Lunched with chelsea, jieling, cuiting, minjin and girlf.

Tuition now. -________-
I've alot of history homework. ):

2009-09-14T04:51:00.000-07:00

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1 day of school like 1 year liao!!!! HOW!!!
First day of school already want die. T.T
Holiday = Complete overdue homework. But this time holiday = increase my holiday homework.
I've to try to complete my history assignments by today. Alot ok):
Furthermore, i didn't went to school for history remedial on the previous thursday.
'Reliability' alot of notes! :(

Went home straight after school was dismiss @ 1.40.
Reached home, and slept. ^^ Sorry ah, chingle and co.
Didn't went for the movie, but a big happy 14th birthday to zhenghong :D

Shall go copy history notes, anyway. Thanks chelsea, fr lending me yr notes ^^
Luv's. :)

TAG'S REPLY ^^

DANSTON.: What small boy. I older than you please. AUNTIE. LOL. ^^
Small boy, small boy. 3 year old. ^^

Jolene:D: EH HE CALL U AUNTY WHEN HE'S OLDER DEN YOU SO THAT MAKES HIM AN OLD UNCLE? :X LOL!
Aiya, he very old liao. But got the 3 year old mind. LOL!

DANSTON.: LOL. I'm not!
You're!!!

Yuki's (L): HOHOHOHOHOHO JINGCI. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Wear one ankle sock also see Yoong, suay boh you. LOL
Yuki's (L): Your links so small got anot!
Very suay. T.T SAD SI LE. LOL. Huh, wd links you talking. o:

-TUNE: link my blog !!
Linked ^^

CELESTE: LOL, Yo, you this Busy Bimbo. Slow down lah.
Trying to!!!!!!!

JianHao: Yo Zao An. :]
LOL, HI NOOB. GOODNIGHT. ^^

WES: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
You AHHH wd!!! LOL. BIMBO.

DANSTON.: Babe, wake up le ma. ^^.
LOL. Wake liao. Very early somemore. LOL.

xFinal: my friend. her name look like guy la. laugh my ass out. her name also ho. from pasir ris crest sec. hahas, you're a pretty babe.
O: Your friend zayne is it. LOL. Nah, i'm not. ^^

passerby: you are pretty. :)
No, i'm not ^^. Pictures only. :)

Candy: SATURDAY ARH . DONT FORGET .
Enjoyable date anot?! LOL.

DANSTON.: Pajia0 LOL. :p Jk la.
DANSTON.: LOL
HELLO. I here ok.

Wes: PRETTY??OMIG0SH :D
LOL. Don't bimbo la you. LOL.

Jessica: Hellos :D
Hello ^^. LOL.

Glen: Jingci can be really scary!!!
Then stop dota ^^. LOL. I'm not scary la. I still laughing. LOL.

Jieling. (L): Jingci! <3 hahas, send me the poics we took yest huh. And ps ah, took your phone X:
LOL! Jieling! <3 Okay, send ya through msn. :) Is okay ^^

ZITING: mei, relink me :D
Relinked ^^

Zaixiang: ahahs thx for the link :D
Np ^^.

JOEY: Twin,you okay? cheerup
Yeap, i'm alright. ^^

CELESTE: Such things are all about communication, sian. sometimes my parents also dont trust me. I guess its the same for everyone.
LOL. Communication got problem = quarrel = sad. LOL

AliciaTan!: Heylo! ^^ SmileSmile kay! Things wil be okay soon derh, it's common.. ._. CheerUp! C:
Haha, yea. I know, happen in most family ma. Thanks alot ^^.

DANSTON.: EH BABE, CHEER UP K. LOVE YA. LOL. HAHAHAA.
COPYCAT!!!

JGJY - DANSTON: YOU DONT BULLY MY JINGCI HOR :@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@
HAHA, YEA HE BULLY ME EVERYTIME. LOL.

DANSTON.: Semo! LOL. I HAVEN'T SAY JINGCI BULLY ME YOU CANNOT SAY I BULLY HER. LOL. ^^ .
I never bully you okay. LOL. Is the other way round.

Candy: HI JINGCI , HI DANSTON , HI JOLENE ^.^
LOL, HELLO. ^^

ESTHER: Hello JingCi . Tagged (:
Hello esther ^^.

Mwai: But real life uglier, photoshop is like work wonders! And please, that's be sarcastic.
LOL, Try improving your english.

JGJY - DANSTON: SHE SO NICE . WHERE WILL BULLY PPL :@ !!!!
LOL. YA LOR!!

hello: are u attach ?
HI DANNY. LOL. He ask me don't reply.

DANSTON.: Hi Hello, don't ask. ^^.
Irritating. LOL.

DANSTON. - JGJY: Nice?! LOL. What a joke. :b
I'm nice lor. See people agree ^^

DANSTON. - CANDY: HI TANG GUO. x)
happy making friends. LOL.

hello: is she attach ?
Ask danny.

JOEY: walao,why yr blogskin all so nice one?!
JOEY: Psps,tht link wrong one,relink hor twin!!!
LOL. OKAY. ^^ Not nice la! Pink only ma everytime.

IAIN a.k.a. MEI MEI: RAWR SCARY SCARY PIC... I SCARED... RAWR. LOL
LOL. DON'T BIMBO LA MEIMEI.

DANSTON. - hello.: Eh? She say cannot say, don't kpo ! :D
DANSTON.: People jealous liao la, you see! LOL.
LOL. Thanks ah, free one help me reply tags. LOL. Very thanks to you. LOL.

Candy: OIE . HAPPY 7 MONTHS LAH .
LOL. Happy 7months, 14th. ^^

Siewboon!: WTF . YOU THIS GIRLF SO BOXIM !!!!! WHY YOUR LINKS DANNY SOLO FIRST ONE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!??????????????
Cause he ask me one!!!!!! Yr one also ok. Must know me luv you. LOL.

Pb: Hi prettay, Can i know you used whose basecode? Cause I like this skin alot ^^!!!! Stay prettay aye? ((:
I got my basecode from here : http://blogskins.com/info/252650/
Nah, i'm not pretty. Thanks btw ^^

CELESTE: HAHHA, I agree with siewboon. You this heavy colour light friend person-.-
LOL YR ENGLISH (Y). LOL. I'm not okay. LOL.

Zaixiang: ehh jingci relink mi thx!
Okay ^^. Relink you asap :D

DANSTON.: LOL, Hi celeste. LOL. She not zhong se qing you de k. She
DANSTON.: hor, very bad. LOL.
You say again. LOL. I angry hor.

Siewboon!: ****TY DANNY . ****TY JINGCI .
Siewboon!: SH!TTY *
I'm not shitty! :(

CELESTE: Danston , lol, you're just saying tht cause she nv (inserthearts)@ you right :D
LOL. Me only insert hearts you okay. @.@

21: plk
Who're you? And who're you referring to. O:

DANSTON.: 21 is who sia. LOL.

DANSTON.: LOL

DANSTON.: Hi siewboon, we're not ****ty.

DANSTON.: Eh, Not k. LOL. I won't jealous k! D:

LOL. Random passerby i guess. LOL. You're shitty and i'm not. And you are jealous. CAN SEE ONE THANKYOU. LOL.

Stop eating/rushing me for yr sister's blogskin. I know i very slow. But must understand one you know anot. I got alot of overdue homework. T.T Never help me still rush me!!!!!! You freaking bimbo. You today cannot go sleep early cause i never approve yet. LOL. So today no goodnight for you. HAHAHAHAHA. Don't come #@%$^#$^% me after reading this ok. Tsk. I want to go copy my history notes already. Entertain me on msn, because i'm tired today. Don't because of your freaking tv programs then you go mia!!!!! Kick you then you know.
And lastly, i don't want wake you up liao. Wake you up can cry. SO LONG!!!! You msg me at 6.50am, and i'm already in school. Nice ah. O:

BYEBYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
Omg -_____- I want go shopping/food marathon(LOL)/movie marathon!!!!!!!!!

2009-09-13T07:12:00.000-07:00

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Capture your luvzzzzzz.

I'm back, sorry ^^. Pretty busy for the past few days.
Yesterday, i'm too lazy to elaborate, how!!!!
Spent my afternoon with candy, left and went girlf's house.
Stayed, slacked, talked, sing, camwhore, and home @ 11 plus. ^^

Y'know why i'm blogging now?! I should be doing homework one ok.
Tomorrow school reopen already. T.T
Think liao also want cry. LOL. Another like 16/15 days to EOY? O.O
School reopen, i swear i rly mean to mug. Because EOY coming. I swear i'm revising/studying/mugging ^^.

No more slacking/playing ^^. Okay. :)
Shall blog my main motive for blogging today.
Thanks ah danny. ^^ LOL.
My 38 lines of post now ok. Please hor. LOL.
I very wuxim ^^

Hi, yr post here already okay ^^. Thanks for being so bimbotic like yesterday. Talktalktalk. Let me only sleep at 3.11am hor. LOL. Though you very very bimbo, but you today not bad ah (Y). Today, wake up. Auto one somemore ^^ Help me with my science exam. :) Teehee. Still help me check the net fr the exact definitions of my bio's qus. :D Didn't get a chance to rly thank you just now, but very thankyou okay. I mean it hor. Stop playing MIA with me -.- I VERY SERIOUS MIND YOU.If you MIA again, wa, siao liao. LOL. I sad until you O.O loooool. I serious hor, rly :@. Lol. Stop being so bimbo over the phone la. LOL. Take my word infront of me somemore!!!!!!!!! You this copycat. LOL. And stop asking me dota. Idk how to play you ass. One game takes like 1hr or something? And i hate dota very much. LOL. I've been very nice to you okay. I didn't maple as much liao hor. LOL. Later you give me black or sad face for the whole night, make me sad too. :O I know here comfirm plus a chop don't have a 38 lines. And you die also want sleep before 11pm. Hello, who's more pig here?! LOL. Aiya, next time. Slowly repay back the lines. Got chance to do so one ty. I won't like whoever whoever, like what you say ZSQY ^^. I same one hor, equal. Know anot. Byebye, i want go find my si han liao. If not tomorrow my teacher catch this catch that, bad mood come pick on me you die. LOL. You never reply my message you die too. I frever won't step into hg or cp. LOL. Byebye. Complete your homework first before sleeping. Delay = drag more overdue homeworks. Know anot. ^^ Even if school reopen, i also will very late sleep because i've many over due homework. So i'm here, always. ^^

Shall go find my holiday homeworks now.
GOONIGHT DANNY. :D
i owe you your blogskin. HAHAHA.

2009-09-11T11:17:00.000-07:00

I screwed up my previous skin.
While i try to turn it to a navigational one.
But sigh, i failed terribly.

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I'm still as rotten as ever.
Anyone experience family hurling vulgarities at you, screaming at you, insulting you?
What's more, they are just merely pinpointing at you, getting the wrong idea, misunderstanding.
Where's the mutual trust in the family.

Sigh.

Just twenty four hour ago, everything was still moving on fine. I thought the 'black' days would be over, like finally. Yet it didn't. Is happening again. Trust, such an important keyword to everything.

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看着世界变浅，我只能站在一边，袖手旁观.
难道我真的无能为力，而需要向命运投降吗？

What made me teared more was what daron told me.
He told me,

Daron. says (2:25 AM):
*okay de lah. wheres the xmm i know thats always having a (:

Where am i.

2009-09-09T09:04:00.000-07:00

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^^ Back from bbq yesterday, and D and T the day before yesterday.
Was a blast these 2 days. My apologies again, because ytd night i didn't reply any messages wasn't because i cannot, was because i change phone with jieling, her phone button spoil.
Lend her my phone, because i've another phone at home. o:

Before i continue on, a big happy 14th birthday to noob ^^.
Though yesterday celebration was a very last min one, but i hope you enjoy it ^^.

Went for school for D and T on wednesday.
Had mac brkfast with girlfriend tht day. I forgot to wear PE attire with girlf.
So headed home aft our brkfast, changed and bused to school ^^.
Touch up on our D and T artefact, and laze ard to wait fr glen and zhenghong.

Glen came first. Slacked at the workshop, talked while waiting for zhenghong to come o:
He came, slacked a while more, and headed bpp tgt. Lunched, talked more. LOL.
And cab back to girlfriend's house. Take thumbdrive and headed to cck complex.
Camwhore, slacked more!!!!! And went to glen's house.

He went up, while, me, girlf, and zhenghong slacked downstairs. o:
Glen came down aftwards and slacked more!!!!!

Spent my whole day slacking with them o: Bused back to cck awhile more.
And went to the clinic. o: Not to take MC. Was to take medicine.
Sick. Incase school teachers don't fucking believe me again.
Like as though i didn't went to school because of ankle socks.
WRONG. I didn't went because i'm sick.
GET THIS PIECE OF INFOMATION INTO YOUR HEAD.

If tht day i didn't even went to school, it will be counted as i'm not in school for once.
But, i went to school that day. I'm counted as not in school for thrice.
HELLO?! SOUNDS LOGICAL ANOT?! -.-
Wtfwtf, this is far more than unreasonable. I angry till going baozha already. :@

Yesterday, darling called me till i woke @ 11 plus.
Skipped history lesson with her, and met her at lot.
Enjoyable time at NTUC, While preparing the bbq stuffs. ^^
Too lazy to elaborate. o: Darling's house and slacked. o:

Glen came first, but he left with others to NTUC again. o:
Fetched hsiangwee from the main gate. LOL. Camwhore with him and jieling while waiting fr the rest. o:
Came, slacked, talked, played, camwhore. ^^

Had many activities planned, but didn't complete all.
Thanks to dota hor?! LOL. Thanks ah, make us wait like 2 hrs or smth. LOL.
Very hard time starting up the fire): But managed in the end.
Something rather unpleasant happen straight at a go. o:
Not much elaboration on there, and thus, homed at 11 plus.
And reached home at exactly 12 ^^.

I'm staying at home for the whole of today to complete my holiday assignment.
I did 1 only): Out of like 11 of them. Sighs. Nevermind. Movie with my boyfriend tmr!!!!!
I'm so excited. Candychan, me miss you very much!!!!!!!!!
Movie movie movie. L4D WITH ME TOMORROW OK. MUACK.
I WANT L4D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ):

心酸，遗憾.
如果历史又重演，那该怎么办.

应付得来吗... ):

2009-09-08T07:05:00.000-07:00

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Screw flu)':

My flu since yesterday like not stopping one lor!!!!!!! :@
I just finish a 'birthday' essay done by my noob ^^.
LOL, Funny till cannot liao, his compo, got wd "My hair isn't very nice now". LOL, ANYHOW.

Decided to go school today, but i got chased out, cause i wore ankle socks.
I'm too lazy to elaborate the following details, but i cab back home afterwards. O:
Damn, pissed off like shit.

I'm so tired today, though previously i slept fr a few hours? O:
HAHA. Holiday homework i still did 0 leh. LOL. Tomorrow, shall stay up and do with girlf.
D and T tmr. Waking up like at 6 plus again, cause i'm meeting girlfriend fr brkfast ^^.
Shall complete our artefact tommorrrrrrrow. ^^

I'm going to sleep now, because later,

Danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny danny,
(I type one by one one hor. Please ok.)

Drag the time don't let me sleep like yesterday again, till my mother come in nag he hear liao laugh laugh then can kup the phone. LOL.

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(Edited version ok.)
Eh, jy fr yr ncc training tmr. Happy running up the flight of stairs. Enjoy your pushups sessions. While i will be happily eating @ mac. Sorry ah, edit now cause just now you ask me post within 2 mins you ass. Wake up before i wake up tomorrow, thanks hor. LOL. Stop giving me yr ): face 24/7. I want off lappy and go sleep now. BYEBYEEEEEEEEEEE.
And, here's yr goodnight in my blog.
GOODNIGHT DANNY!

Happy already anot, within 2 mins hor. LOL.

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And cheerup jgjy ^^. Goodnight.

2009-09-08T04:23:00.000-07:00

I got chase back from school twice.
All thanks to ankle socks + 2nd time i'm sick.

Like i didn't made the effort to go.
Instead i did. Damn, pissed off like no mother's business.

2009-09-07T07:21:00.000-07:00

Drifting.

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My exams are finally over!!!!!
Results, around 2-3 months later then will get ^^.

Eh, me very happy now ^^.
Jieling and cuiting just left my house a moment ago after watching final destination 2. o:
Old show, but M18, only get to watch after jieling bought the disc.
Met jolene, her bff and her girlfriend at ions today, thanks ah ^^.
Blog in detail tmr, fr nw, i'm damn worn out after the mass training fr piano exams.
So shall go sleep now. My holidays homework are left untouched. o:
Ohmygod. o:

I apologise for my suckiest attitude that no human could've be able to tolerate for the past few days.
My exams are over, i shouldn't be stressed up anymore. Sorry :/

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Thanks ah, for making me call you 35 times and 1 hr plus later getting a reply say you just woke. :@
Not bad ah, danny is bimbo, everytime act one cute.
Thanks for falling asleep infront of me for more than a thousand times.
I want go sleep now, if you don't let me sleep, i pluck out yr hair till you become botak.
Goodnight danny ^^.

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PERSONAL COMMENTS.
Rapid change, how true.

2009-09-06T02:49:00.000-07:00

Nervous wreck.

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I think i'll have die from anxiety before my piano exams tomorrow.
I'm dreading the arrival of tomorrow. Oh-no.
Solicitous for the upcoming exams.

2009-09-05T09:23:00.000-07:00

Just hang on the phone with iain, jianhao and celeste.
Have a really really great time laughing over the phone. o:

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And, they fully comprehend the meaning of 'hyprocrite'.
You practically badmouth about everyone around you before, didn't you.
Now, is playback time.

^^.
On phone with them once again. :)
Happyhappy.

2009-09-05T03:01:00.000-07:00

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I need extra phone urgently, contact me via phone or email asap if you've.
Thanks very much ^^.

Staying at home is great (Y).

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Piano exams on monday, 2 more days. o:
Shit, haven't start on my scales. Shall go do it later.
I'm tired!!! I slept so long today, yet i'm still so worn out!!

JGJY, Cheerup okay ^^. Don't so speechless!!!! Already so quiet liao, still speechless = gg!!!!!!!! Don't sad le. ^^ Luvya. :D

Out with candy boyfriend next sat to movie, finally. Miss her like 123 o.o

2009-09-04T07:52:00.000-07:00

Adding saturday and sunday, there will be 9 days of holiday ^^.

Yay! Finally my long awaited holidays are here ^^. Though i've to return back to school fr 5 days. Spoil the mood, but at least my 3pm wake up sleep arrive liao :D:D:D
Tomorrow, i'm staying at home for one full day. Okay, i sleep till 4pm tmr also don't care. LOL.
Walao, i yesterday sleep at 9.17pm hor. LOL.

But still fell asleep in class. LOL. History la. Is like history lesson can kick one side one lo.
Don't even need it, teacher just teaching from the textbook. :@
Might as well take away the lesson let us sleep right.
Everyone was so not themselves today, even llh say so. o:

(Taken @ Minjin's house, do project till gonna tht time LOL.)

Went CO today, and i rly enjoy it lo. Cause i dig out the scores for swan lake ^^
Ohmygod, damn nice!!!!!!!!!!!!! And mr poh even initiated to teach me next lesson. :D:D:D
After CO, went mac with prawny and boyfriend ^^. Wapiang, prawny tempted me to have mac.

Ate and home. ^^ Thanks ah meimei help me take my big box back home LOL!!!!!!!!!
Guai meimei. ^^ Piano, and home @ 10 plus.

ME GO SLEEP NOW, BYEBYE, GOODNIGHT. LUV.

P/S JGJY JGJY!!!!!!!!!!! YR SCHOOL THT GIRL STILL USING MY PHOTO. HOW. _|_
(Your school dm told me to report to police straight if there's the 3rd time. Next time i see you again, i see you at police station already ^^ No more 2nd chance, you think i cab to your school very cheap ah. 20.60 hor. LOL. You pay for me la, i go down give you another chance. LOL.)

P/S I REPLY TAGS NOW OK!!!! BYEBYE. LOL.

2009-09-03T05:27:00.000-07:00

September.

My eyebags and eye rings are appearing):
Yesterday was funfunfun! ^^ Though was a very tiring day but afterall it was still fun.

Stayed at minjin's house yesterday till 12plus, reach home around 1am.
Did literature and d and t till like 3 plus, straight away fell asleep and sleep like 2hrs plus 3hrs and went school.
Get caught for sleeping in class afew times today, Vp caught me once while i'm attempting to sleep during science. LOL. Miss fina and miss rina both caught me. :(
Slept throughout PW HAHAHAHA. Andyqa and irfan were making me yet i didn't notice at all.

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Stayed back for D and T till 3 plus and headed home with minjin.
Then bused to her house, and girlfriend and darling soon came.
Fooled around, and finally settled down to chiong all the projects tht were on due @ ard 8pm.
Created a mess there. LOL. My painting skills is can make it one okay :@.
Do till 10plus, chionged lit, took photos and recording.

Did till 12plus, clear up and girlfriend's daddy send us back home, cause no more bus nor mrt already by thht time. o:
Everyone was on the verge of dying already.. So we started to fool ard once again. ^^
Camwhore, huat ah ^^.

Today, practically slept throughout the day.
Decided to go cut my hair like finally ^^. LOL. So went home aft school.
Bathe, and went to cut my hair with girlfriend. She finally cut her back hair okay. LOL.
Cut mine, she keep say no difference, so cut another inch. LOL.
Walked ard lot one, dabao my dinner, and home at 7 plus ^^.

Gonna sleep very very early tonight.
I still have lessons till 9.30pm tmr. o:

Ps if i reply my message slow.
Goodnight, goodbye. :)

2009-09-02T11:42:00.000-07:00

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Tired till cannot, reached home from minjin's house at ard 1am :@.
2.43am now. I've only 17people online on my msn):
Shall go sleep within the next 17mins.

D and T artefact hand up tomorrow.
Meanwhile, i'm dwling this very meaningful song. ^^

2009-09-01T02:56:00.000-07:00

Is only a piece of melody, on the surface it don't matter so much to me, but yet deep down it has been playing countless of time, till i can memorise it by heart.

Raining raining day today. ^^ Happy day to sleep ok.
I think my piano teacher pekcek me liao. Didn't even bother to message me about timing for today.
Fail liao la my piano, go and never go no difference already. Sighs, pretty upset over this matter :/ But forget it. Fail = faail = no hope already. LOL.

Went to tuition today, walked up very late today. Almost late for tuition too. :/
Tuition taught sec 3 E maths topic, and after tuition walked to lot one with keith, jialing and jieling. O:
Halfway saw weizhan and xinzhen, so went lot with them.

Slacked around with jialing and home.
Tuition later at night. Shall go do my lit reflection for now.
And i received a text during tuition just now, damndamn high over this text.
CelesteChua, call me asap. Thanks, luvya.

Girlfriend, Goodluck(':

2009-08-31T08:23:00.000-07:00

If the best choice is already in your heart, regardless of any choice,
The other choices will still be unseen.

Edit my skin, a little. ^^ And put up my tagbox, like finally ok ^^. Stop nagging me!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sighs, i don't know why i'm feeling so down. Most prolly due to my lesson scheldue tomorrow.
I'm gonna miss my lesson tmr, because i frever can't wake up fr morning lesson.
I can only go fr night lesson, fr example, i've night lesson tmr night):
Hate hate lessons. I've 2 tuition, and piano lesson tomorrow.
When's my overdue homework gonna placed at!!!!!!!!

Watching fated to love you again for the 2nd or 3rd time, because mummy is watching beside me.
LOL. Yesterday was suppose to stay at home, but teacher's day stuff cock up last min.
So met up with jieling, and headed towards jurong point to get the teachers day stuffs.
Esp the helium pretty balloons. I swear is damn pretty!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Train back to cck and went to meet up with girlfriend at limbang.
She passed me some stuffs, and slacked at limbang mac ^^.
She send me to bus stop, and went to the 24 hour clinic, to have my leg checked.
:/ Old illness i guess so.. o: My right leg was in a great pain at that time.
Sighs, doctor told me i've to be transferred to a better hospital, and see a specialist.
Because, there's something wrong with my nerve. But i'm not planning to get transferred there.
I'm scared of doctors. LOL.

So, i'm really very lazy to go to school today.
But teacher's day present are with me, aiya bobian. LOL.
So went to school, but noob help me take my stuffs, thanks ah noob ^^.
School was a bore lo. Seriously, went for the workout and teacher's day celebration.
After school, Daren.L and Gerald.T came to our school and fetch us ^^.

Chuxuan :@. Keep call and call ask where me where me where me. LOL.
School late dismiss, so my school like so slow. :( By the time i reach back cckps, is already like gonna close the school already.
But luckily ah, not bad, still meet till mdm phua ^^.
Teehee, all the rumours said she transfer school or wdever, all fake one lo. She's still there.
Took picture with her, but the guys left shortly after.
Didn't really caught up with many of them this year though. Guess everyone is busy handling with their own life. :/

After the school chase us out, home with gerald, junhong and chuxuan. ^^
Happy happy, had a talk with her at my house and decided to go back cckps there to slack.
Slack with chuxuan, and met with Jane.C and angela and celeste ^^.
Siewyi came downstairs shortly after.

The guys decided to go lot one, while all of us stay there and talk. ^^
Walked walked, slack slack. Walk back to lot one with chuxuan, Jane.C and siewyi.
Slack around at lot one for quite a long time with them ^^.
Happy happy.

Slacked around and decided to home at 6plus. o:
Chuxuan ah, photo on top ah, can go take liao. LOL.
Enjoyable day, but yet i'm having an indescribable feeling.
Maybe because is back. Candy boyfriend uh, you understand right :/
I'm scared, i really am this time. :/
一年前发生的事情好不容易才圆满结束，不要再回来了好吗。

Okay, shall go sleep now. Goodnight. :)
你开心就好.

2009-08-29T09:46:00.000-07:00

Picked up those memories on the way.

Wapiang, i very tired leh. :/ Shit la, i bomb daroooooon and christopher.
And kiatguan. o: Shit ah, sorry ah sorry. LOL.
Tomorrow no piano. My middle finger swollen!!!! How to accent like tht?!

Fk the 3 pieces ornaments, i can't do them all :(

Me want learn guitar badly badly badly!!!
Tomorrow whole day stay at home ah, finally. ^^ Complete my assignment okay. Finally one ok.
Gonna go fetch yehlin from school on monday. Gerald fetching me jieling and gerald. Teehee ^^
Happyhappy O: On phone with JGJY with our daily talk ^^.
Si prawny fly back to her m'sia. :@ Can't have our bimbo session today with her):

Went out with girlfriend and head towards plaza sing fr sist's birthday o:
Reached there ard 6 plus, i forgot the timing la!!! LOL.
Met yuting and her sist, ahxiang and 2 more guys which idk their names at mos burger. o: And walked ard thr, bought the present fr teacher's day.
Ght giving as a whole luvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv.

Then decided to go fareast, and her sist, kitty, joined in o:
Girlfriend've curfew thus she left first.
Sorry girlfriend!! ): Walked from dbg to orchard again!!!! Like yesterday. :@
But today wasn't as tired, cause was walking at a moderate speed. Not like yesterday la.
Dk who la, walk so fast _|_.

Took grp shoots outside, and went fareast o:
Shop for awhile, and decided to head for kiatguan's birthday one at first okay.
But mummy called me ask me go dabao her dinner. LOL.
So home, and reached home at ard 10.

Shall go sleep first, night. ^^
Changing blogskin tmr okay, this one i last very long hor. LOL.
Walao, i hate dota very much. I talking to people halfway they go dota, come back 1 hr later ask me. What you ask ah. LOL. :@

K, Phone ask me write his name on blog here. And i've no idea wd to write. He very guailan ^^.
K, byebye, nights. ^^

P/s. Sist, the photo on top. Go save ^^.
Happy advance 14th birthday, luv ya.

2009-08-29T00:45:00.000-07:00

属于我们的歌。

15 hours of sleep today!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^ Happyhappy.
Woke up at 2plus today cause my phone got bombed. :@
Didn't went fr piano today. Cancel off, because i'm too tired to do so :/

Yesterday was CIP day, so train to dbg with cliques ^^.
Took the red line. _|_ Got people kp me say i stupid didn't take the green line. LOL.
LOL. Met with wesley and accompany him to have his lunch. LOL.
Walked ard, and walked to cathy. LOL.
Then walked to orchard, fk. Ask him take mrt he say walk. 2 mrt stations hor. LOL.
Walk till i die.

Went to meet up with jieling and co. o:
Then walked to the mrt to find gerald and junhong.
Slacked there fr awhile, and went back ^^.

Home, while clique help me return back the donation wdever.
Ran home, and ran back to lot. Something bad happen :/
Went to studio, and home at 10 ^^.

Phone with prawn and noob and star.
Luvya ^^. Shall go prepare and head to yuting's birthday.
And kiatguan's birthday. Daron and christopher have been nagging me like shit. LOL.
Okay, goodbye ^^

2009-08-28T10:10:00.000-07:00

Packed scheldue. :(

School>Gombak>Met Wesley at DBG>Cathy>Walked to orchard>Lot>Home>Lot>Limbang>Lot>Home.

Tired. Esp the part where i walk from DBG to orchard. 2 mrt stations ok.
Wesley didn't want to take mrt, bimbotic. LOL.
So i'm so tired, fk didn't want to go studio today.
But something happen, so i went. Reached home @ 10pm o:

Out tomorrow. Whole day.
On phone with minjin sweetheart, jianhao noob and jolene goh star ^^.
Just put down the phone with JGJY. Finally bimbo with her.
YAY, Tired, nights.

2009-08-27T06:35:00.000-07:00

Me gonna sleep early today, tired.
I've CIP tmr till 7 plus, and gonna go studio.
): But on another hand, i'm really looking forward to the CIP. ^^
Can't wait to go there with my clique ^^. Gonna go dbg and do the fund raising stuffs.

Did PW till 6.30am today and went downstairs to pass sandra and minjin the stuffs.
Went back home and slept and woke at 1, bathed ate and went to school fr PW.
Yay finish everything already, and went to lot with iain, darling and girlfriend.
Went to meet yl and home, yl went keathong there while i go find jieling and wz. o:

Ps ah, slept at mac, abit tired ah. LOL.
Late la, kp. LOL. Mrted to gombak and did the freaking proposal. Done already okay ^^.
Did till 7 plus, train back to cck and meet with yl. o:
Meeting her on the following monday. ^^

Saturday, Sunday, Monday, Tuesday. All fully packed? Anymore? I'm tired. Stop.

2009-08-27T00:26:00.000-07:00

Energy drained.

Me in school now yaw! ^^
Felicia's and their group are doing their pw ppt presentation. LOL.
i'm pretty sure that we screwed up our ppt presentation just now. But i'm sure about the score part yet. LOL.
Aiya forget it la, since the pw project is over already. LOL.

Fuck la, i think i'm so tired today because i didn't sleep a wink hyesterday night doing the fucking script :@.
YAY, But now finish liao, damn damn relax. LOL.

I'm meeting yehlin later on for meeting and jielring and weizhan later for the Co meeting at the library. Will be late.
Shit la, i'm going to be late to meet yehlin liao. I meeting her at 3.30 pm ok!!!
Late liao.
BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE.

Andyqa ask me to mention his name.
Edwin and keith also.
Die i go do the worksheet liao.
BYEBYE.
LOL

2009-08-26T06:32:00.000-07:00

累到不行.

:C Sad face potray on my face today, because i'm really so exhausted.
Slept during maths tuition like fk myself fr doing so. -.-
Cheebong bong bong bong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Fuck project work, tmr the freaking last day.
Is so so so mafan please. Presentation tmr. Fk i'm gonna do tonight chiong like one fk.

Today after school, slacked with almost all GHT members in 2e4.
Damndamn happy. Spammed kp phone till like 200 plus msges. Teehee.
Bimbotic. Tsk.

Then went to sandra's house with all of them.
And then, jieling and girlfriend came afterwards.
Damndamn high and fun lo. Tried to fold rose HAHA.
And surprisingly zh got it. Tsk.

Have to do my fking PW right now. Because i'm left with the freaking script and ppt.
I've to copy 5 copies of the script. Arghs, packed timetable.
Because tmr was suppose to discuss about CO stuffs with jl and wz. But i got smth on with yl!!!

Arghs. BYEBYE.

2009-08-25T06:30:00.000-07:00

你给我的幸福不停在我心中走动。
如此平凡的事情是因为你才变得如此生动。

Me beri no life): Sighs. My life revolves around school, books, school, books.
No entertainment): I want go movie and kbox very very much!!!!
I want helium balloons too!! I never play with helium balloons for such a long time already):

Had my history and science common test 2 today.
Flunked already, really. My efforts of studying and memorising every important points went down to the drain.
Was really so stressed up yesterday night. Sighs):

Timetable packed like shit for the upcoming days ahead.
Wednesday, out with clique/going jurong with baby.
Thursday, project work, meeting yl.
Friday, CIP with Ght luv<3.
Saturday, CCA, Piano, Yuting's sist birthday.

Spent my past 2 days with my bimobotic bestie.
She came over to my house yesterday, and gave me a big big surprise.
Luvya^^. She at first claim tht she can't make it and bomb me :@.
And my history notebook is with her. So i was very :@ with her.
Then when i reach home she was there ^^. Thanks bestie. Luvyouverymuch.

I'm so tired. Fell asleep & i forgot to attend tuition!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Arghs, forget it. Shall do project work. And copy the script fr grp and co to memorise.
^^ Goodbye.

2009-08-23T05:31:00.000-07:00

I finally met up with my bimbotic bestie just now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Teehee, luv her to the max, muackz. ^^
Short dinner and desert, but was really a fullfilling one. ^^
Meeting up with her tmr after school, because she's gonna teach me chem.
And might be meeting with yl too. Teehee :B

Luv her to da max please, shall blog again soon.
Because i'm rushingggggg! To do wd, complete my chinese assignments.
Do my freaking filing fr 3 subjects, and lastly start on my PW.
If not i've to rush next week. Which i can't afford to do so, because CT is running along the way.

BYEBYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ^^.

2009-08-22T10:57:00.000-07:00

(Is raining, is pouring.)

Walao, the weather damn nice to sleep ok!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Y)
Doing my frever never ending homework. Typing my history notes for keith and girlfriend (!)
For the whole night, i keep listening to 记得. LOL. Cause the wanting la.
LOL. Pm go put the lyrics, see liao also go kaypo ask her wd song, then keep listen.
LOL, Girlfriend fell asleep already. Yay i win. LOL.
Okay, Around 15 hours more to meeting my bimbotic bestie.

Shall go watch tv nownownow!

2009-08-22T05:28:00.000-07:00

Let's stop everything, before it gets out of hand o:

Wapiang, the weather today is hot one lor. -.-
To dampen my mood was that i forgot to attend CO and Piano today.
Just because i want to sleep. And surprisingly, i woke at around 3pm today.
I slept going 15 hours today. And i'm still dog tired like fk myself fr keep on sleeping. -.-
Cheebong, moaning like one fk because i'm so disappointed in myself. How):

I'm gonna chiong overdue homeworks, and study tomorrow.
Whole of next week, i'm staying at home, most prolly.

Went to cuiting's house after going studio yesterday, and left her house around 11pm.
Went out today, after i woke. To lot and imm to purchase our D and T stuffs, again.
Bought our spray cans, and went to popular like finally. LOL.

And home at 6 plus. o:

Tasks to be completed over the weekend, is more than uncountable.

2009-08-21T08:44:00.000-07:00

Counting on to many anniversaries with you.
1st, 2nd, 3rd. Yet, it stopped at the 4th one.
还能回到过去吗.

I've piano lesson tomorrrrrrrrrrrrow. Then i'll be heading to school for CO.
Then, i've something on tmr afternoon, and night.
Sunday, i'm staying at home to mug for exams.
I'll be out on sunday night with celeste ^^.

Next week 5 common tests if i'm wrong.
Handing up of IPW ppt. Have do chiong.
D and T artefact gonna due date too.
17 days to piano exams.
1month plus to EOY.

Sighs, me can't take it anymore. ):
Liars still etched somewhere around in my head.
Claim that i've already give no damn to this topic, but yet.
Why is it still lingering around my mind. :(

Blog again tomorrow, i'm really very exhausted):

2009-08-20T05:58:00.000-07:00

3 months ago, i was depriving for a life like 6 months back.
Then, when my overturned life finally resumed back the same.
Riots broke out again. Once, again, i'm left stranded with an avalanche of questions.
Awaiting for my answer, awaiting for things to be resolved.

WHEN PEACE CAN RESTORE?!?!?!
Aiya, shit la. Lol. I'm gonna complain like 12345 and rant and whine all over again.
Y'know 1 year already!!!!!!!!!! 1 bloody year plus already. To be exact 1 year plus already.
Can stop liao anot?! Wahpiang, you not tired i also tired.

Just now, complain to my ★.★, told her i ximtia my 'friend'. LOL.
Then she jitiao say wd ximtia somemore hoot me :(
Sighs, really ok. See already also sad, real one hor. LOL.

Change my blogskin and updating now like f-i-n-a-l-l-y.
I'm sorry, I know i've been on due for a couple of blogskins recently.
Give me time okay!!! Been rather, or should i say quite busy recently.
Having disgusting eyebags and dark eye rings like shit. I'm gonna take a break.
Soon, after my eoys, next month. And i'm gonna rebond my hair like finally.
Major shopping spree at taiwan too. ^^ Enduring. :D

Project work written report, finally completed. Damn damn happy ^^.
43 pages of report fr my grp leh! :X Ji happy yi xia!
Left PPT presentation, script, and oral presentation, then i will complete my PW!!!!!!!!!! ^^
Then i will be left with D and TTTTTTTTTT!

Lastly, i'm godamn tired. My headache's acting up again.
So i'm gonna sleep before 10pm. Please feel happy for me. LOL.
I'm having so many plans lining up infront of me. ^^
Yay. HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

Goodbye. :)

(Unknown calls and numbers, please indicate your name. Thanks.)

--

Wrong from the start. You didn't do as what you said to me, and hence i question you back, what rights do you have to comment on me. Ain't you regretting it now? Are you suffering much much more worse than how i am feeling for that period of time. But, instead of encouraging me and to spur me on at the lowest point of my life, you did otherwise. You add salt into my wound. Heartless enough? You ain't a 3 year old kid anymore. Why are you acting like one?! Hmm, cherish things before its gone. I really mean it. I hope you decipher this line well too. I don't want you to end up like me either.

2009-08-19T07:36:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow, the official date.
I have always thought i was meant to be a lie, yet is turns out otherwise.

I'm happy and feeling contented today, finally. ^^
I'm doing my project work now now now!
Y'know what's the reason behind for finally being contented?!

My frever luvable girlfriend AngSiewBoon is going taiwan with me after our EOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy please. ^^ We're gonna go taiwan together. Taiwan ok taiwan!!!!!!!!!!! :D
Ohmygod, pump my happiness level like wooo. o: Shopping kills depression.
So girlfriend, just hold on till the end of our EOY, We're gonna blast our birthday celebrations together, and most importantly rock taiwan!
Our plans for birthday, gonna celebrate with our sisters right, we'll blast the whole thing! :D
Luvyo! Please uh, cheer up hor. Y'know you scared everyone's ass yesterday like 123456.
Nevertheless, we will still be here for despite whatever that happen to you :B
Our text's to you represent everything. :)

Went darling's house after school today, chiong PW like ohmygod. Couldn't hand in on time i suppose so at first. But arghs, chiong and chiong, and then is finally completing now i guess. :D I'm gonna compile it all together later. ^^

Went to have dinner with mummy and daddy gonna be back from overseas on saturdayyyyy.
Later he never buy my things how?!?! LOOOOOOL.
Tuition all the way till 9 plus. And reached home at 9.30.
Finally, my longlong day gonna end already.

Slept for the whole of science lesson, though was having chapter 27. Rofls.
But i've no idea i fell asleep, i didn't even know a fight was going on like behind me only?!
LOL. Keith and hewen fought during class, and i didn't heard anything. Gayshit la!!!!!!!!!!!!
Woke up only at the last period then realise science lesson was over. Wtf. :(

Okeh, compile, and sleep early tonight.
Finally, i'm able to sleep well tonight, y'know why. :)
I haven't been getting my ass to reply messages nor pick up calls.
I'm too lazy to be bothered with my phone, and furthermore, my bill bombed.
Not sms bomb :@. Unlimited free sms, msged 5000+ but didn't bomb.
I bomb fr calls :@@@@@@@@@@@!

Okay, goodnight.
Post more tomorrow. Have to rush out history notes, literature and PW asap.
D and T test tomorrow, common test week again next week.
Piano exams in 19 days time.

2009-08-19T02:50:00.000-07:00

Lanjia, Edwin, Keith, Andyqa.
Send me the individual report by today, including your reflections and your cut-down research.
And most importantly, send me your original research. The one w/o cutting down the points.
Thanks, by 9.30pm today. I need for tomrrow PW.

2009-08-18T08:34:00.000-07:00

----
Hey, my frever bimbotic bestie. Mug hard fr yr common test alright ^^.
Our dinner this sunday night okay. Miss our h2h's talks! :(
A whole lot of things fr us to catch up. Use my history notebook to study hor :@.
Luvya.

Met up with my bimbotic friend yesterday like finally to lend her my history notebook fr her to study her common test. Then went off to darling's house. Then 7 plus, went to girlfriend's house. Bimbo session till like 9, Bused to lot one with darling to have our dinner, and homed at 10 plus yesteday night. ^^

Hetic, busy week. But should i add on, fullfilling? :/
Maybe. The reason to support my point was because,
I've gain a valuable lesson this week. I've learn to be independent, relying on others will only bring back a moment of happiness, that won't last for a lifetime. So what's the point? Isn't is just beating around the bush? Rather than pinning your hopes on something that last you for a short period of time, why not find a stable source of happiness. And mine would be, dependent on myself. Because i'm the one who takes full control of my whole life, my whole story, my climax and lastly my ending. Hence, let me once again emphasize my point, i don't need junks in my life, i'm taking them as part and parcel of my life that have no rights to invade my life, and i believe sisters, and family are the ones whom is my strong pillar of support, both emotionally and physically, that push me on, and tell me is not the end.

I've been handling my life, my schoolwork rather well these few days.
Well maybe, it was because MissTay gave us free periods to complete on due homeworks.
And i completed 2 maths worksheets. ^^

History, chapter 4 and 5 was a total gone case for me.
Not to say, science - chem. Is another gone case for me too.
Cliques will be having study group tomorrow, and i'm sure we will sidetrack to rather alot of things.

Heart2heart talks. I guess we need one.

Enjoying my life to the fullest.
What about you? Thinking of way to toy my feelings again?
Don't have a fuck face or a pea brain, i've already expose the whole thing.
You think i meant it as a joke? o: We shall see how it goes, for you _|_.
Teehee, Kick you out of my personal affairs.

2009-08-17T07:48:00.000-07:00

Emotions don't write on people's faces.
Everyone plastering a fake image, blinded.
I'm scampering along my way, trying to keep up this fast speed of the new changing world.

No, i'm fine. I'm not like having any suicial tendencies. Just plainly sad, that's all. Everything seem to be moving too fast for me to maintain my pace, i'm forever too weak to keep up with everything, i'm always lagging behind. I'm sounding so miserable, i'm like letting myself engulf in agony. Most importantly, i'm not letting myself away, i'm gonna keep up with my schoolwork, the last thing i would want to slip out of my hand will be my studies and my sisters that are equally important as well. You know why i'm always rejecting an offer you all request? Because i choose my classmates over you all, and if you have any idea why, it was obviously because of the attitude you all have given me. Yes, on the surface, you all may seem nice and friendly people. But was that something that you all do it willingly? Or was it something that benefit you in a way or another that's why you are doing so? That sets me to thinking, and most importantly, i hope it triggers you to make you think in a much more sensible way. I've complete no idea why are you all doing all these to torture me, was this the new craze coming up or what? Where's the retribution i'm awaiting for to befall on you all. Where is it, shouldn't i be seeing you all suffer for the misdeeds you all have done. Is an immoral deed, wasn't it? Toying a girl's feeling, mind you. Are you dumb or retarded. Did you just set mercury into your brain or something. If not why it doesn't make any complete sense to what you all are talking. If talking about the past, are you sure it really means nothing to you? Nothing, as in completely nothing. Not even a percent or so. Are you sure?! A faded picture taken from the broken camera may fade, you may not even to get to see the picture, but yet, memories don't fade away as easily as you thought it will be. No matter is a black and white photo, a sepia photo, or a coloured photo. Is still trace back memories. Why does the image picturing infront of my eyes seems so farway, seems so lifeless. I saw bastards appearing in my life every now and then, everything are being so superficial. I don't mind you you you, having a bad nature, most importantly is from the bottom of your heart. I'm actually so speechless about every actions/words that happen to me, today, right now. I can't believe it.

Continue stepping on my tail. Like i give one or two fuck to whatever shit you are doing. Pretty obvious, you're just waiting for people to go please you, oh like shouldn't you be fucking yourself upside down?! To commit such a wicked deed requires a huge amount of courage, i wonder, where did you get your courage from. Salute to you. I'm at that kind of extend whereby i think whatever you are doing, are like totally no comments. Hmm, i don't really give a fuck to whether you are reading this, because you blow my top just now. You made me raise my voice, you made me want to bicker with you real hard. You know what, you can never fucking experience the disappointment you've brought to me and girlfriend. To hell with you that we actually given you countless of chances to turn over a new leaf. But no? You're just disappointing her in every way. Provoke my girlfriend, AngSiewBoon, think twice. I hate to see guys to make her lose her control over herself too.
Let's have a wonderful ending, shall we? ^^

I'm having terribly thumbs up goodfriends like.
I have JGJY, Candy, Celeste, Siewboon, Jieling and Lanjia.
Most importantly, me have my luvable sisters, that seems to just a stone throw away from me everything a problem occurs or pops up.
What do you have? YOU HAVE NOTHING _|_.

2009-08-16T05:22:00.000-07:00

No more wordy post below today, later got people kp me say i keep sad, even though today's weather suit my mood pretty alot, can make me think.
But... No more wordy post today. ^^
Shouldn't get myself over emotional. ^^

Thought today can like zibi at home because my schoolwork piling like there's no ending.
Terrible, horrible. But no, woke at like very very damn bloody late today.
Finally, me 12 hours ++ of sleep here! :D

Then, online. Received a call from keith.
And he told me to go jurong to find them to help them with their never ending chinese project.
Bathed and trained there immediately upon receiving their call.
And, then jieling, wanjun, glen, chingle, keith, hsiang wee was there.
Jianhao came shortly after. Camwhore on their phone. ^^

Then, zhenghong came like after we board the train. Noob.
Then, went to find daddy and have dinner with him and jieling at sakae ^^.
Daddy replaced my old pink earphone with a new pink earphone already ^^
Happy happy girl today.

I'm gonna work overnight again today.
Y'know why, i'm helping our classmates with ppt presentation, hopes it can allow them to score higher fr their hmt ^^.
Jieling helping them with their script.

Girlfriend handling with the literature project.
Gotta start with my PW ppt presentation, and my PW script before thursday.
If not wednesday gonna be terrible.

Next week will be such a more terrible week fr me you know why.
My lesson everyday ends late late late! :( Sighs. Can't help but to sigh and sigh.
Sorrehhhhhh, shall go bathe now and faced the lappy. Till my sleeping time.
:(

Happy 14th birthday xiaoxuan sister ^^.
Hey sist/babylove. You're the best alright. Thanks fr the cheerup message we've tht time. Thanks fr always standing beside me, up or down. Luv ya to the max, muackkkkkkz.
Hmm, don't be so silly like tht time already okay! Tht message you send me scared me okay, you still have yr sist's fr you. We're always here fr you, remember that.
You still have a long long way to go, don't give up so easily. Whatever happens, i'm ard fr you. ^^
A happy 14th birthday to you once again.

Follow your heart, don't regret like how i do. I can't do anything anymore, but to wait.

2009-08-15T08:51:00.000-07:00

一起创造的美梦都剩下自己去完成，
离开后剩下寂寞，别让我在这里逗留了好吗。

Happy happy today ^^. Because went out with girlfriend.
Even though she's like grounded. Happy, but we got lost over there.
And we've to cab back.

Went to bukit timah today, forgot there's CO shit. Lol.
So went to piano instead. Fr 2 full hours shit man shit.
Can't memorise my scales, my minor melodic cmi. Terrible.
Like tht how go exams?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
Fail again, i bwg liao lo. :/

Went to meet girlfriend afterwards, then bused to 67.
Teehee, there very orhphiang sia wapiang. So wulu. LOL.
Alot maid agencies ok. LOL. Then when we're lost, i ask her ask the maid.
She say no to me :@. LOL.

Went to bwc, bwp and bukit timah shopping centre.
Thn finally bought our d and t stuffs like finalllllly.
So went ard slack, and cab back to her house.
Did our d and t, paint them, and bused to meet mummy.
Sighs, had a quarrel with her. :(

Homed, and online.
Me miss celeste tht bimbo :( She's so cute please. ^^
Brightens up my day. So much to tell you!!!
Y'know i saw DLJH tht day!!!!!!! LOL!!! And i quarrel with him on the bus.
Manymany things to tell you :D Hehs.

I'm feeling emotional again, and i've no idea why... :(
Sighs x10. Hey, i really have alot of things on my mind.
Though i spoke them out, i told my friends ard me wd happen.
But nobody have to yet to experience how i'm feeling.
Nobody will get to experience how i'm feeling unless they get themselves inside.
In the same situation as me.

I've no idea how to put everything in words here, maybe a privated post here might helps. But i've no idea why i'm writing right here. But i guess, is the best to put how i'm feeling here into words.

好想念我的其中一位朋友，也许就是她在我的人生中加上了五颜六色的色彩，但是，现在因为一些原因，你已经远远地离去。也就是因为那个原因让我们疏远了对方，不是吗。。。还记得，你曾经从早到晚都陪着我。就算你不能在我的身边，你也会用简讯来代替。以前常常埋怨为什么人生会这么难过，这么悲哀，但是没想到，现在还是一样的糟。
这几个月以来，我过的好辛苦，好累，都快要崩溃了。我已经不能耐心地去解决这些问题，我真的好累。
不愉快的东西是不该去记得，但是为什么我还是依然没有勇气去把他们忘了呢？我的勇气去了哪里。坚强的我却又去了哪里。我放佛看见一个不属于我的世界。还能回到过去吗。。。？

“幸福永远”还存在吗？为什么我从来看不见幸福，为什么幸福好像离我得好远。
为什么就是开心不起来。坚强微笑，还行吗。

Forgive, but not forget. I reckon that definitely.
Still, in my head. Leaving a permeant scar, it will forever be there.
Not everyone can plaster back the same smile.
The only person that can do this will be the one causing this whole thing.
Not everyone can have their desired ending, and sadly i'm one of them.
Dumb, silly. If no one dares to make the first move, it will forever remain there.
If you want this to remain here, dangling. What more could i've said.
But, i insist is not a fullstop yet. You know why?
My instinct tells me so.

2009-08-14T06:20:00.000-07:00

Why only realise the pain after leaving.
Don't let loneliness overcome every part of you.

7thSeptember2009 12.44pm.
Endure hojingci, endure. You're gonna to make it to the very end.
You're gonna to make it to a pass, you're gonna to pass.
You're not going to lose out this time round, you're gonna to make yr parents proud.
You're finally doing it. I give you 100% of emotional support yo<3.

Exams date fr piano is out officially O-U-T. Shit la shit.
Lol. I'm getting over paranoid over this exams stuffs.
I'm just aiming fr a pass :( Pretty please :'(

School was rather fine today, after school went home first with jieling.
And then went to IMM, purchase d and t stuffs, but before tht, went to the building opposite to get jieling's phone, fixed. ^^
Teehee, daiso again, shopped and headed over fr piano lesson.

Gonna have lessons till 9.30pm every friday^^. Straight after cca i'm going fr piano.
Who want see whose timetable more packed? :) I cfm pwn. :D
I got piano lesson 3 times a week, each 2-4 hours long ^^.
Piano own. Lol.

Went to meet mummy after piano, and she treated me pizzaaaaaaaaa ok luv's mumumy.
She told me to plan my timetable wisely, balance schoolwork and piano well.
Hmm, i guess my major moodswings gonna come very soon, i'm afraid i can't cope things well.
Then, goodgame.com. Lol.

Sighs, i'm so stressed up recently ):
Y'know i burst out in tears just now, because i could control my emotions no more. :(
Even noob ask me to go watch movie just now with another friend i didn't caught the name properly.
I rejected y'know!!! Is at lot one ok. LOL. Ask them morning they reject me. LOL.
I want sleep before 10pm today.

Sighs, byebye.
Terrible, tired. Speechless.
I've never been so tired fr my entire life before.

Stop the agony for me, bring me back happiness.
I'm waiting for a rewind of time, a rewind of events.
A chance of getting to experience back the past.
But i was taught to move on bravely.
Should i prove this wrong then.

2009-08-13T08:39:00.000-07:00

It's piling up again.
不要再打给我了，好吗，我好累。

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Everyone agrees? Never ending problem right.
Right, wonderful play, the best leads.
But, where's my happy ending.

Completed projects, sense of satisfaction.

2009-08-13T05:29:00.000-07:00

当我难过和伤心的时候，也不该说出口。
You know it takes a long time to build back something you've lost.

Screw. My sleeping time is so so screwed up! ):
I did PW yesterday online with lanjia, keith, edwin, andqya. And i did till 1.30am.
Straight fell asleep afterwards.
After school today, straight go home and fell asleep sighs. Tired tired. Woke at 7 plus.
Cause mummy pull me out of bed. LOL.

Walao, cheer up leh, my clique's girlfriends. :)
Everyone's facing each of their own problem, i know!!!! I know every single problem you all facing. I've a h2h talk with each and every of you all before right, don't get so uptight over schoolworks, projects alright. At least, we're left like D and T and project work? :O Chinese project, english debate down already right. ^^ Cheerup uh, we're always here each of you. I believe, everyone in the clique is trustable right o: Don't disappoint me leh! Let's go kbox soon! ^^ Others, i guess is better fr me to speak to you all personally, instead of writing it here, which is like so not respecting yr privacy. Luv's.

School was rather okay today, i guess. Hmm, recess yilin and wanting came to my class.
To take pocky from me. LOL. Thn end up, they talk so funnnnnny made me and girlf laugh. LOL.
Aft school, mac and home, slept till like 7 plus. Damn tired. Goodnight. LOL.

I'm so angry right now :@. Stupid or stupid.
Oh fuck, i didn't know yr IQ and EQ level so fucking low. Zzzzzz.
Bongbongbong!!!!!!!!! Angry angry angry angry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Shall complain to JGJY and noob nownownow!!!
I can't hold my temper liao. Angry si.
Or maybe piano helps. Bye.

2009-08-12T04:39:00.000-07:00

Feeling changed, overnight.

Favourite photo and tht bimbo up thr :@:@. Bombed me today you.
Busybusy, detailed post again soon la! I got PW to do by tmr, and my grp is damndamn cool!!
Esp with tht teacher, (Y). LOL. Me luv jolene goh la!!!!!!!!!
Her school damndamndamn cool. After school cabbed to east view sec. ^^
Thanks jolenegoh fr the cab fee, me owe you one<3.

Her school dm damndamndamn cool!!!!!!!
Went into her school, talk with their school dm inside the vp rm, and went ard her sch.
Walkwalk, bused back to inter. LOL. And mrted back.
Met with mj baby, and sb girlf at jurong and meet mj and co.

Homed shortly, cause having tuition. But was late so forget it la!!!!!!! :(
Somemore, me got project work. I damndamn tired. I want to sleep ):
Project work written report, today can do until gg.com

I notice a change, a huge one infact. Where's yr courage to face everything.
Practical. Everyone do the sake fr liking it. Once they got rejected/unaccepted.
Things go a 'u' turn. I trust my instinct, I believe in you once again.
But, i guess, i'm really totally completely d-i-s-a-p-p-o-i-n-t-e-d.

Nothing much to say. Have plant my trust in you already.

2009-08-11T08:39:00.000-07:00

My homeworks and projects are like frever stacking up.
): -Pouts a sad face-

Sounds so stupid la.
Me go understanding classmates in my class ^^.
Thanks keith fr the debate! Finally read and familiar myself with the whole thing.
Since he did the whole thing fr the debate, me gonna do the PW written report.
Sucks, I've no idea how to do it.

Sigh, Thursday need hand in, My report just have the heading? ):

The only thing i guess tht rly caught my eyes was yr sense of thinking, of generating things, and handling things. Made me gave a thumbs up sigh, Told you before tht i've always look up to the way you comment on people etcs. Thn wd made me most disappointed in you was yr words, and actions, most importantly yr decisions of running away. Hmm, any idea how shocked i was? :/ What now? Running away again.

Why did the typing look so alike. Why can't we just swop roles. Why.
Why did the initiative possess in the wrong person.

Tmr, a show to begin, look forward to it. Retribution.
I might see my long time no talk nor see short. Teehee. :B

2009-08-11T04:14:00.000-07:00

A picture will fade its colour, but an old picture memories remain.

I'm going fr tuition soooooon. But teacher proclaim today is some night studying science wdever.
Have no no idea what is it about. Sighs, Me want to do my plan with celestechua!!!! :(
Right celeste, Faster chop one date with me!!!!!!! ): Let's go, me want laugh at their reaction.
Sighsighs.

Night studying ^^.
I can't wait to fall asleep. I haven't been sleeping well fr the past few nights.

You aren't sure of yourself either, then, why lie to me about this ending. ^^
Instinct tells me is not, so prove me wrong.
Time runs, it don't forever stays there with you.
I hate disappointment, because you bring me down this way, causing me countless heartbreaks.
And misery.

2009-08-10T06:26:00.000-07:00

I'll be back for more.
I yet to have the courage to throw away everything that invavded my life.

Teehee, happy happy day today ^^. I'm happy happy.
Because i met my celestechua. Even though not fr a long period fo time.
Just a simple lunch, and yeap ^^.
Luvherverymuchiezzzzzzzz. No matter wd, she's the one and only strong pillar i could rely on.
Teeheeeeeeeee. Luvyou muackz. ^^

Sigh yesterday, the whole whole taiwan was so so messed up.
Mummy saw the tv and she almost drop her tear): Doing fund raising at taiwan.
Mummy and daddy gonna donate 200dollars + back. Sighs.
How fortunate are we actually? :/

We can't predict what will happen for the next day.
Don't lie to yr heart, follow yr heart.
Who knows what will happen the next day.
What will happen if yr life are feel with regrets.

2009-08-09T09:30:00.000-07:00

Me want to buy a guitar to learn! ):
Mummy don't want to buy fr me, she don't trust me cause i gave up learning drum because i'm too lazy to wake up every sunday. LOL.
Daddy say he's willing to buy me fr me instead ^^. Teehee, anyway.
Thanks linqi ^^.

2009-08-09T00:02:00.000-07:00

失败无所谓，只要坚强就能掌握自己的幸福。
I'm really very happy and contented, I'm sensible enough, I won't make people worry.
This will be the last time i'll letting this matter crossing over my mind.
There won't be a major breakdown anymore. ^^

I'm working towards my own happiness, i'm aiming to pass my grade 6.
I'm gonna get into a good class. I've decided, i'm staying in singapore.
But, I'm taking a break physically and mentally back at taiwan ^^.
Can't go back now, got typhoon back there, i'll die if i go there. LOL.
After my EOY i'm gonna go there straight. Teehee, time to go see my cousins over there.

What woke me up initially was what mummy said to me, she said i've always been a strong and happy girl.
She told me, she believe tht i've a 14 year old mindset. -TWIST!!!!!!!!-
Hmm, thanks mummy, i know you're feeling very unhappy too, but hey i'm yr daughter okay, i can be yr listening ear ^^ -insert love-

Walao, i very lazy to blog wd happen fr the past few days la :@.
I know my sentosa trip with girlfriend, i didn't post!!!! Alot pictures leh :@.
Got like 200 plus okay, mai gei siao. LOL. Thn tht time GHT ton tgt also i never update.
Ytd also never go do proper update. I know la :@.

Ytd, played with spray can with girlfriend. Pink maddness!!!!!
Damn chio, chiochiochio!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Iain, renjie, glen, hayat, jianhao followed us, but they went jianhao house and dota aftwards -.-
I hate dota!!!!!!!!! Tht day GHT came, y'know wd we did like frever the same.
Daideeeeeeeeeeeee! ^^ Funfun, and fr the whole night i didn't get a proper sleep.
And ytd didn't get to sleep like how i used to noob. Those who know how i managed to sleep.
Keep it to yrself ok(': Thanks lovelies! ^^

And fr the this period of time of today. I got so high and happy. LOL.
Bimbo session with my favourite partner, JGJY!!! She made me laugh like shit ok. LOL!!!
Right right, thanks to this unexpected person, made me and JGJY bimbo like shit.
On a bet with her again. LOL. Later i lose i slap her face. LOL. No la, i owe her 3 bottles of coke liao :(
I keep lose bet one leh, tolong leh, let me win this time. LOL.

You know right, i want go kbox leh!!!!!!!!!
Told girlfriend on the msn, Y'know wd she told me :@.
Call her and sing on the phone with her now. So ok. I'm going to do so. ROFL!!!!!!!!!!
Happy singing on the phone with me girlfriend. I never do this before, first time. :@
K please ah, she bully me ok. My throat infection getting more and more serious liao.
Still ask me sing, shld be she sing le me hear hor girlfriend. Auto abit leh!!!!!!!!!
Tmdjidanyadan. @#%#$^%$^e :@ SING FR ME HOR YOU. LOL.

I go call my girlfriend to tmm with her on the phone liao.
Byebye. LOL. ^^

I'm happy like the balloon happy face.
Thanks to the 22 of you, all the messages, all a few pages long i can feel it la ^^.
With you all around, how can i give up hope on myself. I won't lo :D
For those that tell me yr real life base experience, hmm, me get yr point.
Those cheer up messages, i cheer up and get over it already.
One small problem only ma, aiya, i so strong, of course can get over it la! ^^

I'm 14 already, i may not know wd's left in stored for me in the future, but this year, i saw myself growing up. I saw i learn something new everytime a problem happens tht bring me down. I saw myself getting to know and see more things. I learn something new again this time, i'm stronger again this time. Sometimes things aren't as complicated as what you think. Think from another angle, you'll feel better. ^^

I'm happy.

2009-08-08T22:07:00.000-07:00

2more weeks to piano exams!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Shit la!!! Later i never pass grade 6 how.

Ohmygod.
In the next 14 days, i'm gonna work hard fr my piano.
I'm gonna learn all the scales and memorise them by heart.
I'm gonna pass aural and sight reading should be okay.
Pieces i'm gonna pawn the invigilator.

I'm going to make this a pass exam result.
Teehee, i got 22 msges when i woke up telling me the same thing.

2009-08-08T07:45:00.000-07:00

I WANT TO GO LEARN JAPANESEEEEEEEEE.
Aiya, shit la. Timetable so packed liao, celeste still tell me go learn yoga. LOL.
Laugh si wo. LOL. CelesteChua is finally meeting me, because she heard me over the phone.
She was totally shocked over the way i'm reacting to things, like i'm so fuckedup recently.

Ohmygod, sorry to jieling, cuiting and girlf. I don't think i'll be having our 1 month shopping tgt on the 10th of every month.
Tht celestechua is like finally finding me like once in a blue moon she initiate to come me, because i'm not feeling okay. :@
Wtf she very no heart okay. Yr renqing finally return me now.

She now cheering me up, by saving me money to buy me a cheer me up present.
Bestie=bestie. Teehee. LOLOLLL. She's going m'sia tmr :@ angryangry fr her dumping me in singapore.

I think i will be sleeping like crazy from today till tmr, don't disturb me okay :@.
With my this state, i can break my record fr sleeping 17 hours one hor. Somemore me ton ytd :@.
Today whole day out, energy drained.

Tmr me staying at home, t-o-t-a-l-l-yyyyyy.
I want to sleep, and i lost my taste buds. Went to the doctor like fr the 5th or 6th again. Zzz.
Freaking throat infection, killing me. Y'know how many medicines i'm having? ^^
17 medicines ^^.

Lastly, Me want to say.
Sorry GHT members, i know you all made the effort to chase me all the way from jp today. Esp girlfriend, I know, I'm sorry. I really am. Sorry to jolene too, i know you are worried over the phone, and yuting sist, sorry fr bombing you today. Yes, i will heed yr advice. Cheerup, yesyes. ^^ Girlfriend, you, did the right thing, yes. Stop brooding over the fact of whether you did the right thing or not. You did the right thing la. LOL. Sot plug. There's too many to name, each one of you, all the GHT members tht met me either today or ytd all very nice, even though the boys went hysterical when they hear me over the phone like this fr like the 1st time. :@ I laugh at you all afterwards. Hahaha. Hmm, even random people like my classmates, ask whether i'm alright, i rly am. Oops, sorry fr bombing you all on NDP celebration day. I promise there won't be a next time, i very enthu over my class okay ^^.

And ya la, rewind, stop bombing my phone la. LOL. I know yr sms unlimited. Don't need keep message me like 12345. Keep spamming me when i never reply. Yes la, i'm okay la. LOL. Keep ask leh you. Mj baby! Hmm, understand hw you feel. Playback time with you soon ^^. I know you worry like wd also lo. Yr sms, can feel one la dey! :D Jason di, hilda stead, lanjia darling, l.shihui, s.shihui fiancee, cassandra, glen, renjie, iain, chingle, keith, jianhao etcs. Thanks. ^^
Me want go sleep now, i'm dead tired.

I'm a happy girl. -twist- ^^

Taiwan? For a change.

2009-08-08T04:50:00.000-07:00

HI . OMG I AM HERE AGAIN .
Jingci ah , want go MIA already la , her readers all dont sad k
Dont cry until die leh . NOTHING DONT GO DISTURB HER

She these days hor , cmi , better dont go make her

Mai kajiao my best friend hor :X
WHO GO MAKE HER I KILL . :D

Okay thats all . Signing off , JGJY !

And to SiewBoon ....

SHE MINE NOT URS
DONT SNATCH . SHE MINE MINE MINE AND ONLY MINE
I GIVE YOU SHOE . YOU SHOO K :D LOL!

2009-08-07T14:38:00.000-07:00

I using darling's lappy now!!!!!!!
My lappy now no battery, i'm too lazy to take the charger.
Me luv honeydarling sulanjia<3. Teehee :D

Heart2heart talk with darling.
And shit, i miss this unexpected person):
But he's ignoring me now, sms all so c-o-l-d.
Iain, Chingle, Renjie, Jianhao left my house like 1am fk.
And they lie to me they walking back to jurong from cck!!!!
Liars!!!! Me luv die GHT<3.

Post tomorrow. Darling is a noob, she keep want to sleep leh!!!!!!!!!!!
I can't sleep. Die. I've too many things on my mind.

2009-08-06T07:42:00.000-07:00

I swear i love GHT alot!!!!!!!!!!!
Ght huat^^. I luv die every single members. :D
Siewboon, Lanjia, Minjin, Jieling, Shihui,
Glen, Chingle, Hsiangwee, Zhenghong, Renjie,
Etcetc.

Hmm, I'm pretty excited cause i'm tonning with GHT members tmr.
Not all exactly, but tmr comfirm plus chop one full day with all GHT members. ^^
Ton, only afew can made it but afterall i think it will rly be a great experience.

Thinking of helping the guys with their projects because they cmi.
And they made the effort to help us.
5 projects on hand currently, gg.com.

Teehee, but tmr, saturday really a full day fr me.
Pon school tmr, but i guess, i'm going fr clinic checkup tmr morning, and i'm going hospital on sat.
Hmm, depends on my throat infection condition.

Okay, blog again soon.
Me luv GHT! Me love Jolene!
I'm happy today. Happy happy. LOL.

Pokercards tmr? :)

2009-08-06T07:31:00.000-07:00

I LOVE HOJINGCI . NO ONE SNATCH . SNATCH = DIE ! MUAHAHAHAHAH .

Yes ! Not even you can snatch . She's mine and only mine !

Ok, typical . No . I dont want her le . You all can take . Teehee ^^
But she want me, too bad XD

LOL . She very busy ah . Everyday also very busy ah . She busy I busy Everybody busy .
Ok, crappish .

My point is ! She's very busy and got no time to blog la . So too bad lo, give me chance to hack inside her blog . Muahahahaha .
:D

Ok thats all . Please ah, got nth don't anyhow kajiao my girlf . MY GIRLF ! I WILL JEALOUS DE ! >:(

2009-08-05T07:22:00.000-07:00

I know i know. I'm silly to have make the same mistake again!!!!! :(
I'm really very dumb, i know. Lol.
Rly, thanks to those who stood beside me to listen to my story/cheer me up.
Even though some of you might not know wd have happen to me, again.

Celeste, Jieling, Lanjia, Keith, Chingle and Justin.
I know, is some unexpected person. But they have been great friends okay.
They gave me support, emotionally. Yes, they listen to me. They gave me encouraging words.
Me love you all. ^^

Woops, celeste i promise, this matter won't affect my studies.
^^. I miss yr face okay, remember hor. Our date on wednesday. ^^

2009-08-04T03:42:00.000-07:00

CelesteChuaShiLei♥.
Stop badmouthing and backstabbing celeste.
Or take her fr granted, i hate people go against her. Lol.
Including, YOU.

2009-08-04T01:15:00.000-07:00

Y'know what?!
I think i'm going to the doctor again.
This is nuts.

2009-08-03T23:44:00.000-07:00

Boo. :( I'm feeling sleepy again. :@
Not cause i'm a pig la walao! :(
Didn't went school in the end today. But lesson was nothing as wd girlf told me just now ^^.
Jieling boyf, messaged me say wd go singapore flyer thing made me so happy. :@:@

But on another thought, i've to pluck my courage to go there again. :(
Sighs sighs sighs, sighssighsgishgsighs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Then girlfriend called told me is optional, heaved a sigh of relief inside, because i won't have the same chance to go to the singapore flyer already. :)
I won't allow a second chance to trace back the memories.

Terrible cough and sorethroat. Couldn't get out of bed in the morning. :(
So restless ok. Jidan. Screw the throat infection!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I couldn't talk too. :( Mummy say serve me right (LOL) cause i couldn't talk loudly already.
ROFL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But i couldn't talk la, really!!!!! I've no voice to talk, and my voice so man!!!!!!!!!!!
Morning was so terrible, i almost got admitted to the hospital. _|_ !!!!!!!
You know anot!!! Very shit okay!!!!!! LOL. Got my ass off the bed @ ard noon time.
And i couldn't eat!!!!! :(

Onlined, and talked to fann and girlfriend.
Realised fann didn't went to school today. Means today CO photo she won't be taking too. :(
Sighs sighs sighs sighs sighs. Regret die!! I want take CO photo one leh!!!!!

And, Sorry ah, to christopher, Didn't meet you all again!!!!
Ps. LOL. I know i keep bomb you all. Ps ah! I die also will go fr yr next outing. LOL.
Really la. LOL. Really. LOL.

Hmmmmmmmmmm, my giddy spells are here again! :(
Shall go and do my chinese project, tht was supposed to hand up yesterday. :@
Teehee, Goodbye!!!!!!!!! ^^

Look down ok, EliciaCheongKaiQi/Babylove.
Fr you one hor ^^. Touched anot?! LOL.
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4years, 48months, 208weeks, i've never seen you wait fr a guy so long before.
Teehee, i'm sure throughout this 4 years, you've grown.
You should know wd is right or wd is wrong fr you, i know these 4 years, quite alot have happen to you, and yes, treat every one of them as an experience, tht's wd i told you everytime isn't it^^.
So it applies the same thing fr this time round too, i don't want to make a choice tht you will tend to regret when you reach the near future. I want you to make a choice tht when you look back, you will tell yrself tht i've grown, i'm sensible enough to choose the things i want. ^^

This time round, i know you got defeated greatly. But don't because of this blow, give up on yrself okay.
Yr birthday coming already, fr the past 4 years i never get a chance to celebrate with you right.
I make sure this coming saturday, we'll make a memorable 14th birthday fr you. ^^
Camwhore camwhore right! ^^ I remember okay! I bring fatty out to meet you too. LOLOL :X
Hmm, promise me fr this saturday, you won't be down. :@ Because you're seeing me!
You should look from another angle ma! Sometimes, goodbye may be the only way to replace iloveyou. :)

If you 2 are rly meant to be, time will be able to prove him tht you're the rightful one. No matter how long it takes, if he's yr's he will bound to be yr's. Don't worry too much, fate will lead you 2 back again.

I'm always 24/7 fr you, Even though you live very very far away from me :@, I'm just a phonecall away from you. Cheerup babylove<3.

TEEHEE. I'M OFF TO DO MY CHINESE PROJECTZZZZZZZ. BYEBYE.
AND JGJY, I KNOW I CAN'T EAT FRIES NOR MAC. SO STOP TEMPTING ME TO EAT. LOL.
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2009-08-03T06:31:00.000-07:00

I'm sick i'm sick i'm sick!!!!!!!!!
I'm very sick. I'm having serious throat infection. :(
And my giddy spells + headache never seem to go off. Terrible.
I want to be healthy back again! :( Sucks okay.
12 medicine, 1 anti biotic.

Sucks big time, I can't talk anymore. Cause doctor ask me to take care of my voice.
I got 7 days off fr PE and 2 days off fr school at first.
But didn't want to miss school much, but doctor insist i couldn't go to school.
So in the end only 1 day mc. Yay!

And mummy insist me going to school tmr, with those medicines.
But the doctor don't allow. So we shall ask daddy later.
Terrible day la walao! :( Shit la, i want to stay at home, and chiong all the chinese project tmr leh.
I'm doing most likely myself to compile only. The rest my group doing with me on wednesday.

My headache's acting up again.
And my medicine is making me sleepy.
So goodbye. :)

2009-08-02T01:26:00.000-07:00

Hi lovelies ^^. I'm not in the hospital la! :@
The JGJY gei siao, ask her help me post i sick, she anyhow anyhow. LOL.
Made me laugh only. LOL. I'm okay, i'm not sick. I'm at home la! :D

Sick die, I'm going to the doctor and mummy don't allow me to go school tmr.
Because she's scared tht i have h1n1 which is so so common now, and i've no idea why she's so paranoid over this matter. :(
I want to go school tmr, because there will be class photo taking and i want to go!!!!! :(
Tuesday will be photo taking fr CO and i'm excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ):

I want go school la walao! Sian die.
But my fever on, off. And 10 august is coming!!!!!!!!!
Me still have no idea wd to buy yet. :(

Yesterday, headed off vivo with girlfriend @ 4 plus :D
Jalan jalan awhile at vivo and headed off to sentosa. Reached there quite late already.
Start off with our aim ^^. Walao i tell you, the angmoh hot ok!! :D
LOL. Then afterwards, camwhore at sentosa. And thn left there at around 7 plus 8.
And mrt-ed to tiong bahru. Ate and home at 9 plus. ^^

Went to the pharmacy and get my medicine, and home at around 10 :D
Fever fr the whole night, terrible. :(
Sighs, Byeeeeeeeebye. :)

2009-08-01T07:22:00.000-07:00

HI . GUESS WHO I AM
OKAY LA . I JGJY , her very good good friend here to help her post
Jingci ah , now sick until very jialat already ):
SHE FEVER THEN CURRENTLY LANDED IN MOUNT ELIZABETH HOSPITAL .
7th Floor , room 756 , if free go visit her okay?

She got .....

. Flu
. Cough
. Sorethroat
. Headache
. Giddy
. VERY HIGH FEVER OF 38.7 OMG

So jialat right , just now call her
She talk also no strength , do everything also no strength , jialat right?!?!
Okay , i go liao , bye bye . 有空去找她 ...

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA . FAKE ONE HOR . LOL!!!!!!!!!!
DONT FALL FOR IT OR ELSE HAHAHAHAHHAHA

2009-07-31T07:11:00.000-07:00

I'm back i'm back! I'm finally back yo! ^^ Miss me much? :D
Proper update now i swear! I'm feeling really unwell now :(
I lost my medicine in school you know!!!!!!!! I'm damn stupid lor, wth wth wth!!! :(
Lost already, start to feel like very giddy. Thanks david, camille and weizhan! ^^

Hehs. Update update. Life been pretty busy nowadays with school.
And i'm heading to sentosa tmr with my girlfriend, got aim one ok. LOLOL.
Promise many pictures will be uploaded tmr.

Sunday, 25th July 2009.

Went to vivo with chelsea and sandra.
Because swiss winds was performing there, and iain asked me whether i'm free to accompany sandra, so pei her lo ^^.
Meet up with both of them, after i went to my sist's house. LOL.
She recently very nice ^^. Never keep kp me. Teehee. LOLOLOL.

Saw afew people there, and camwhore, but pictures aren't with me. ^^
So, stayed there and listen to afew pieces of music.
Then went to meet up with sandra's mum, and cab back to cck ^^.
Went to jalan awhile with chelsea and home at 8 plus 9 :D

Monday, 26 July 2009.
Had school tht day, and stayed back for maths remedial.
Sighs, thn the wind tht day was damndamndamn big.
LOL. Then train to jurong and met up with yuting sist, as she skipped school tht day :@.
Was rather a last min meet up, and it was raining that day :(
But walk in the rain was sweet right!!!! LOLOLOL :X Drenched from head to toe.
And parted with her at around 6 plus.

Tuesday, 27 July 2009.

School school and more of school! :(
Sick tht day, have my flu and it was terrible. Slept throughout recess. LOL.
And after school, went for CO like finallyyyyyyy!
Terrible flu i've ok. My tempertaure never seem to rise above 37.6! :(
Is always stuck at 37.1,2,3.
After school, went lot one with jieling and jialing. ^^
And daddy and mummy brought me to have my dinner at ajisen.
Tuition afterwards :D

Wednesday, 29 July 2009.
Was godamn pissed off fr the whole afternoon and girlfriend knows why.
I swear i hate girls tht fold their skirt so short tht guys could've upskirt them like wtf, and worst still, they dare not admit something tht they have done.
The worst thing is tht, they got my friends into trouble. :(

At first decided to go home and sleep, because i was too tired already.
But, sighs. Was too angry, so decided to go sandra's house after having my lunch at mac.
Which surprisingly, we saw amelia there, and asked her along to join us fr lunch.
And i swear, i was shouting at the mac, not because i was on purpose, it wasn't on purpose. LOL.

Teehee, so received an unexpected phone call and blabber some shits to her. LOL.
But didn't get into trouble. Teehee. LOLOL.
Have some mass camwhoring on the webcam with girlf and darling and sandra at her house.
And didn't rly do much fr the project.
AND THE DEADLINE IS NEXTWEEKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!

Was damn high afterwards.
But unpleasant things happen before tht, tht made me :@:@. LOL.
Couldn't elaborate much on tht too.
Home at 6 plus, because i was having a tuition afterwards.

Thursday, 30 July 2009.
Walao! Sick till i cmi tht day. Not enough sleep ok. LOL.
Real one hor. LOL. Mai gei siao. Skip school tht day, and slept till 4pm. ^^
17 hours of sleep, damndamndamn happy. :D
Went to the doctor afterwards like again. LOL.
And doctor told me to look fr him again, next week.
To see if there's any improvement in my condition, another 4 different kind of medicines. :(

Met darling afterwards, and got my hmt stuffs.
Went home and studied history and hmt test. LOL.

Friday, 31st July 2009.
Last day of the week, wait die fr this day.
Lost my medicine in school!!!!!!!!!!!!! :( Damn shit la walao!!!!!!!!!! :(
History and hmt test. LOL. Goodgame. LOL.
Then after tht went to meet mdm sim, fr my d and t test.
She bomb me la. LOL. I wait fr her fr 20 mins leh. LOL. Then she never come. LOL.
Walao!!!! I was laughing with girlf at this problem tht never exsist. LOL!!!!!!!!!!
I swear it made me LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

After tht, went fr cca practice. LOL. Lost my medicine.
Ran back to class and saw irfan still inside. So chat with him awhile @:
BUT STILL CANNOT FIND MY MEDICINE!!!!!!!!!!! :(
Ok, then went mac with girlfriend, sweetheart and boyfriend. ^^

Was rather sad today, so ate like some shit. LOL. Aiya bobian. LOLOL.
But girlfriend's laughter cheered me up today.
And, I love guys with straight hair, and celeste love guys with hair.
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Me and girlfriend have this problem tht noone ever gets to understand. LOL.

Okay. I'm done for today. ^^ Long right this post.
And i love this new blogskin. Teehee. I think i'm doing a blood test tmr morning.
Yes anot ah?! Idk leh. LOL. TEEHEE. LOL.
Okay, nights. ^^

Gentleman, unblocked me on msn.
HAHA, What's the point of doing so, like seeking attention? Or what.
Then who's yr pm referring to? I hate it when people do things without thinking about the consequences. Damn, you suck to the max i swear i never hate anyone like this much before.
Yr everything from head to toe irks me. Not only tht, is gaining the wrong attention you asshole.

Sigh. Life is full of bastards and i've seen enough of them.
I'm going out with girlfriend tmr in the evening.
I'm finally seeing my sunset!!!!!!!!!!!! Teehee. LOLOL.
I'm gonna rant to her. Yay girlfriend, wait fr me to rant to you k. Luv's.

I love jolene goh jia yi and her cliques and sisters. :)
You know why.

2009-07-29T06:41:00.000-07:00

I'm sad like one shit, or so.
Sighs, I'm so disappointed in mummy):
She don't believe i'm sick. I'm really really sick.
I'm feeling so tired from head to toe, since morning, she's been insisting tht i'm fake sick.
Like why will i fake sick? Lol. Not as though i want to miss out in lessons too.
I'm trying my best to catch up from wd i msised last week.

I'm finally having eyebags. Not because i sleep late recently.
I've been sleeping at 1am plus on school days like almost everyday.
But i'm rly worn out this time round, and i've no idea why.
Everytime i want to get to sleep, there's something on my mind tht stops me from doing so.
I want to get to sleep like seriously rly. Sighs.

Mummy everytime say already no action.
She said she's gonna bring me to the doctor since like last week? Now still no action.
My headache is getting worst. I'm getting more and more dizzy, more frequent.

To add on, I've D and T test tmr, HMT and History test on friday.
I've the freaking chinese project to be completed by next week.
My timetable are fully packed, like seriously. ):
I completed all my homework on one hand though ^^. HAHA.

Sorry, a very very lengthy post today. But i've alot of photos.
And i promise a detailed post will be coming up soon.
On friday most prolly. I'm getting my ass to sleep now i think.
I don't care about my history test already. I'm not even sure whether i'm going school tmr.

Okay. Byebye. I'm damn tired.
Thanks tea, rly thanks to you and yr clique/class wdever. And yr best sister.
Rly. Xiexie ni ok. Next time see you then thank you all personally.
Wait till i get my ass to take 985 to kallang then train down. LOL.
HAHA. Thanks hor!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3
Cannot post much, cause tea ask me not to post :@. LOL.

THE GENTLEMAN RLY VERY GENTLEMAN.
Laugh si wo.

2009-07-28T07:44:00.000-07:00

Unhappy):
I'm really very down this moment. Nope. No back yet.
I'm still in the state of MIA, my homeworks are drowning me.
2/3 more tests to go for this week. I'm afraid i'm unable to cope anymore.

Freaking irritated right now. Because.
This guy is being so freaking gentleman (Y).
Irritate me for days because of this. I think you very pro ^^V.
I called celeste up just now, and had a talk with her like finally.
Haven't been seeing her face fr a very long time already :@.
Sighs. And this thing on my mind have been another disturbance too. :/
Jolene know me best ^^. Luvyou2themax.

I guess, there's really alot of things on my mind that never seems to get off.
Maybe, I'm getting too paranoid over stuffs.
But, being sad is inevitable right. Time heals.

Jingci, goodgame.com.
累了，Exhausted and drained.

Goodbye, Blog again soon.

2009-07-25T19:13:00.000-07:00

Walao! My blogger finally working liao. Got the big big box already ^^.
And right! I finally got my ass to bring out my camera yesterday because is rotting at home.
And mummy complaining tht i'm wasting my money because i bugged her fr such a long time tht time. HAHA.

Went to darling's house. Woke up damn late yesterday :( Like 1 plus. Rofl.
Then went her house, at first meeting up sist afterwards and her boyf fr dinner.
Then she bomb me _|_. LOL. So stayed at darling's house.
Then decided to meet mummy at lot one fr dinner ^^.
Left her place at around 8 plus, and 307 back to lot one.

I'm going to sist's boyfriend house later, before meeting up with sandra to go vivo with her fr the swiss winds performance. ^^
Okay, Byebye ^^.

Mia in blog fr the time being, because me want to study.
Common test is around the corner again! :( I want to study well for it.
The time i've been spending on the com is way too much already.
Cut down cut down! ^^ Msn, I'll be on, Facebook and plurk depends. ^^
Okeh, Study study. ^^

Withloves.

2009-07-25T08:50:00.000-07:00

Blog tomorrow.

2009-07-24T07:49:00.000-07:00

Happy 3 year anni, Eckq.
I'm tired again! :@ Walao. Keep tired tired. Noob. Terrible. Everyday sleep sleep sleep.
Darling came to find me today, after school. Have a nice talk with her ^^.
Darling! Remember ah, today 3rd day already leh! ('.') 151515, 030303.

Teehee, so nice of her to come find me, and then went to sunshine, photocopy my history notes and went to jieling's house ^^.
Sweetheart, Boyfriend and lesbo was there ^^.
Went to cut hair with darling too.

Dizzy die. Headache die.
Mummy's report out! ^^
Happy one. :) And thn she say is my turn to go fr check up.
She don't allow me to sleep late anymore):
She told me, i'm feeling this way because i'm sleeping late everyday like 1 2 am, and wake at 6am everyday.
Grumble lo. :(

Yesterday,

Project work end damndamn late! :(
Went to meet yuting sist at jurong afterwards. Was late. Sorry!
Thn went IMM with her, walk, slack, daiso, giant.
Then called x.guang brother to come, meet us awhile, slack awhile more.
And decide to home :)
Wait fr the train with sist, but keep never take :@. Was waiting fr the 7pm one. Rofl.
Went to meet mummy afterwards, and she brought me to the doctor again, 2nd time already hor this week :@.

Doctor said there's something wrong with my blood circulation :(
Prescribe 6 different kind of medicine fr me (Y).
Home @ 9 :@. Jidan.

Today. ^^

Darling came to find me after school.
Yeap, I'm okay. ^^ Don't worry too much. Mummy don't let me go out as much already. Keep scold ok :@. Pekcek die.

Home>Sunshine>Keathong>Jieling's house>Home>Lot>Home.
Darling went back home @ around 10 today.
Chionging our project. ^^
Doing @ her house tmr.
Teehee. :B But i'm not sure whether i'm allowed to go out tmr):
Sighsighsighsigh.

1year8months^^.
3years anniversay.
3 days, darling.

Me want go out tomorrow.
Is drifting, is falling apart.

2009-07-23T23:42:00.000-07:00

Happy 15th birthday to Jolene Goh Jia Yi, ★.★!
Wl time pass very fast right, 15 already. :O You getting yr pink card already :@. Don't provoke me hor please ah. LOL. Last year due to some reasons, you bluff me yr birthday :@. Make me wish you on the wrong date. :@:@ You think you cute ah you. LOL. Okay, enjoy yrself today okay. ^^ If i'm able to get well by tmr, i go over and find you okay :D If not, i go find you on wednesday. ^^ Okay. Remember anot, November 24th, till now hmm. Around 1year 8months liao ^^. Me still counting on okeh<3. I train over to yr there 1 hr hor :@. Must touched one leh!!! Okay, happy birthday ^^.

Bigbig sigh. ): My headache is nowhere getting better.
Gave school a miss today agian like fk it. I'm absent from school fr like 3 days this week already. And my condition is getting worst and worst. Sigh.
Plan to go to school as usual today, but woke up, realise my headache killing me. So decided to go back to sleep.
And woke up like 1.30pm. Zomg.

Damn shit. I was actually kinda pissed off with myself recently.
With the attitude i've given to other people. I think is a big shit.
I think i should go do some self reflection about myself.

And i should kick off the habit of bombing people.
Sigh.

3day(Y), 151515('.').

2009-07-23T06:33:00.000-07:00

Blood circulation problem la, not h1n1.
Candy, Celeste, Jolene. Okay. They 3 very nice, let me rant and scream and shout.
<3.

Blog tmr. Dead tired after my freaking 6 different kind of noob medicines. Zzz.

2009-07-22T08:02:00.000-07:00

#%#$^%&%^&%^e$%#$&%$*^(^&*e%e%^
My fever rising!!!!!!!!!!!! ):
Okay shit, If is not going down by today, i'm going to the doctor the the freaking h1n1 checkup. (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
Stop looking @ me, even though i know it looks so freaky.
I'm studying fr science test tmr. I swear every single thing is gonna get into my head.
I'm gonna off my lappy after this post.

Is such a freaking disappointment i missed the solar eclipse today!!!!!!!!!
SCREAMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!
I woke up late, very i mean.
Like 11pm and then my inbox was flooded. But whatever, my main point was tht i missed the solar eclipse.
But on the second thought, mummy told me that there wasn't any much difference in singapore. So forget it.

TAIWAN ONE WAS FREAKING CHIO I SWEAR. I SAW IT ON THE TV.
AND WENT OHMYGOD.
Wl!!!! I should have fly back to taiwan.
And stay there fr a wk or so, so maybe i won't be sick right now.

):
Science. Yay. Quick gogo jingci. LOL.

2009-07-22T03:25:00.000-07:00

1day(Y). 151515('.')
SuLanJia honey darling!<3
Teehee, she's at my house now :B
Love die her very muchiezxzxc. ^^
Hehs, Talk to her fr a quite long time today.
Very happppppppppppppy. <3

Okay, Project completed like a little tiny winny bit. Okay, byebye^^V.

2009-07-21T08:31:00.001-07:00

!!!!!!!!!!
My condition worsen):
I've a terrible headache. I feel dizzy.
I've no voice.

NO VOICEEEEEEEEEE):

2009-07-21T08:01:00.000-07:00

I'm happy i'm happy.
Keith! Get well soon okay ^^.
I can sense that the whole class really very worry for you okay!
Get to know from classmates tht the whole clas sof 2e4 was called to go home during the middle of cca to go home. :(

Alot of people in our class is like godamn sick lor. Get well soon ok 2e4! ^^
Me love my class very much!!!!!!!!!!
Blogger being an ass sia. LOL. How to blog with such a small box?!?!?!

Tmr solar eclipse!!!! I'm very excited lor i tell you. LOL.
I'm waking up and take picture for my boss because i'm very nice.
Later he sack me again how?! LOL.
Kp sia. Keep don't want increase my pay. Keep want kick me out of his company. LOL.

And me love my sulanjia honey darling, muack muack. Tmr wake up see solar eclipse okeh ^^. Got anything feel free to speak to me<3. Muackzzzzz. Tmr ah, I wait you online<3.

Okay. I'm going sleep now. Later people nag me again lor):
Ok. Byebye. I took a nap fr 5 hours just now ok.
5. LOL. And thn still nag me sleep!!!!
Okay. BYEBYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ^^.

Cuiting lesbo, get well soon too(':

2009-07-20T22:45:00.000-07:00

Came back again.

I'm so godamn tired like wtf.
Give school a miss today because my head killing me like shit.
OMG. I'M SO EXCITED NOW. STOP TALKING TO ME.

I'm still screaming at keith's message.
OHMYGOD.

2009-07-20T05:29:00.000-07:00

There's something wrong with this noobshit blogger.
I'm sick. I'm sad. I'm guilty. I'm having a terrible headache.
I'm sleeping before 9pm tonight.
Goodbye, and goodnight.

Is not of any use, really trust me.
It work otherwise for me.

Having the past rewinding itself hurts, getting to experience back the same thing cause heartbreaks.
Is really happening again. :/
No more 3rd one please, 2nd one is already enought for me.
Jingci, cheer up)':

2009-07-18T08:26:00.000-07:00

I love my class. ^^

Pretty much sorry due to the lack of updates. Have been busy recently.
Online, Msn. But didn't really have the time to blog. A very tiring week)':
School, Tuition, Homeworks. Keep revolve around my life. Caught up with some other stuffs too.

Forgot when did it happen, Thursday.
Headed to JP there with yilin, jocelyn and wanting.
Some things happen there, and thn aft tht parted with yilin, jocelyn, wanting, simin.
And train home with siewboon and jansen. :)

Friday, School as usual.
And after school headed off to the New water there with classmate ^^.
Very nice there ^^ Took class pictures. I love my class very very very very very much ok.
Lot one after that.

Home afterwards and rush down to my sist's studio there.
Talk with her till 10 plus and cab back. ^^ Kp she keep nag me. -.-
Lol. -.-

Morning today, woke up like very late.
Thn girlfriend came up my house and sist brought me to the police station.
Zzzzzz, the person ask gumpua alot of question. Question me like (!!!!!!!!!)
Damndamndamndamn pissed off. Went off aft tht with girlf and headed to suntec.
LOL, Wanted to go the flyer there but was having the NDP thing.
Got road block. :( Thn went back. Wanted to go back to CCK and eat my KFC one ok. LOL.
Thn wanting called me tell me want meet me and girlf.
So wait fr her at clementi mrt station, and bused to her house there.
Met up with her cousin, slacked awhile and bused and train back to cck ^^.

Dabian sia, keep ask me questions. Call call call.
Outside liao still call. -.- Dabian.
Msn with yilin just now. Zomg, i laugh like 123456.
She talk very funny ok. I swear. LOL. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Laugh si wo. LOL.

I re-edited my blogskin already. Yay.
I wanna meet celeste leh, kp. I never see her face very long liao leh. :(
I want to catch up with her very alot. I think i follow her to library.
LOL. Or camp in there, she everytime go there. :@
Okay. I blog a detailed post today yo! ^^

Gonna off com soon. :( Me want early sleep early wake.
Meeting girlfriend tmr. :)
Byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye.

An absurb statement or a ridiculous action that seems so laughable actually do mean alot to me.
But, sometimes we've to push away all those extraneous fact tht mean so little in our life.
Maybe, in that way, i could have feel better.
Easier said than done. :)

Why no initiative. Suck suck suck.

2009-07-17T09:23:00.000-07:00

Promise, update tmr.

2009-07-16T08:10:00.000-07:00

Thn keep refreshing my blog checking for updates.
Hahaha. Nevermind.

I saw the real friends tht won't leave me, tht are there fr me, tht cry fr my safety.
I gain something, and learn something from each experience.

Special thanks to my 3 school seniors ^^, Jansen, Simin, and lastly, my girlfriend(':
Tomorrow.

2009-07-14T03:38:00.000-07:00

I didn't dare to be initiative because i'm afraid of rejection tht held me back.
I'm glad and proud of myself, because i finally got over this guy tht made me so (....) for the past few months.
But actually i'm standing strong now. ^^ Yay. I finally made it.
I no longer need to think thrice whenever i do something, because i always thought everything i do, will trace back the memories i'd.

Teehee, I'm happy today. :B
Wl not my typing sia kp. LOL. Cause my class spirit is backkkkkkkkkkkk ^^.
I've the motivation to go back to school everyday. Esp after tmrrrrrrrrrrrr^^.
My class boys sometimes can be quite gentleman one lo. Hahaha.
Yay^^. I'm so excited tmr. Maths, thanks to jieling and lia fr guiding me throughout. :)

Chionging compo, maths, maths paper 1, and zuoye later (!)
Tuition later too lor)': After school, chiong for piano lor. Kp.
Thn i mix up the timing ok. And gerald not bad today okeh. Help me take my things in the morning. :O

Thn meet with darling afterwards. Slack with her @ lot one b2.
Kp sec 1 junior gumpua rude. -.- Rofl kp me leh. OOOOOOOO:
Whatever la :@:@

Proper post today ok. I'm so nice ^^.
GHT members<3. Insert many hearts fr you all!! ^^V

I'm waiting )':

2009-07-13T04:01:00.000-07:00

Out of affairs.
Me very chocked up with manymany stuffs, lining up for me lor)':
I've piano lesson tmr!!!!!!!! I haven't practice yet. Sigh. How.
Piano stand such an important place to me)':

Today is a i cannot practice day. Because i've many homeworks and projects and researchs.
To be completed, to be done. Sigh)':
I finished 2 blogskins within 2 days leh on the brighter thought. 2 skin request okay!!!!
I'm so pro yo! ^^

And thanks girlfriend for helping me post yesterday. I'm rly very very busy.
)': Maybe i'm gonna off my phone and stop onlining, to stop contact with whoever.
But tht's so gayshit. Sigh. Maths rly gone case.
I haven't finish my tuition homework yet.

I've chinese project on hand left 2 more wks. Haven't started on anything yet.
I've D and T the wdever fuckshit, haven't print out anything neither paste them nor buy the paper.
English ppt presentation today, even though i've completed them.
But i need re edit, didn't meet up to my expectations.

Recopied my history notes cause i brought the wrong book today _|_.
Fuck myself for being so stupid. Zzzzzz.
Sigh chinese hmk. Me want answer sheet. But i don't want to copy.
AHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I'm so self contradicting.
Many other hmks on hand too. I'm dying.

Sigh. I guess i know wd's stressing me so much.
Yea, prolly people who are close to me know.
Report on this thursday.

Aye, sorry girlfriend, delay of blogshop skin.

I WANT BUY MORE TIME.
_|_ I want a break.
School, Homework, Tuition, Homework. )':
Piano leh? :/

Hey i've fans.

2009-07-12T05:47:00.000-07:00

HI TO YOU . YES YOU . GUESS WHO AM I . LOL !

Bet you'll never get it right in a million years ok . LOLOLLLL .

This Jingci ah,
want me help her post cos she's veryvery busy ! With blogskins & hmwk ? (Highly doubted)

She says she loathes some people ! ;O
Nehneh, you guilty ?! Then its you laaaaaa . Oh you ~~@#$%^&*()!~~

There's school tmr ):
She hates it . I hate it . Everyone hates it . So petition against school ! YAY ^^v
You like th idea isit ?! Siao, xiaodidi & xiaomeimeis, dont be paikia . Learn guai and go school k, its good for you ^o^

Okok . I very crappish .
I luv HoJingci girlf veryveryveryveryveryveryveryxinfinity muchhhhhhh ! Muacks for you la <3

Siewboon(!)

Even if you get it right doesn't mean you are smart ok ! BECAUSE !! I'm the smartest ^^

2009-07-10T22:56:00.000-07:00

Trigger the memories.
I blog already la :@ I is pro one please. I slept at 6pm ytd leh ^^.
First time leh! 6pm. Woke at 3 plus am. Thn fall back asleep. Rofls.
Woke at ard 9am leh today ^^. I so pro hor.
I slept a total of 16 hours ^^.
Yay. I'm happy. At first my happiness level very high one hor.

Thn afterwards, i was down fr a moment. And i was sad.
My happiness level drop leh): Kp. LOL.
Yesterday was rather a better day for me lor, seriously):
Went bugis aft sch ytd. Yay, i bought my ribbon. LOL.

Thn went home shortly after. Everyone got buy things lo. LOL.
Train back the stupid noob mrt like break down.
Alot humans, stand so long. Thn have to get off at clementi.

I'm so lazy to elabortate. So pictures do the job :D

Sigh, 20percent.
Another 2wks soon.