一起创造的美梦都剩下自己去完成，
离开后剩下寂寞，别让我在这里逗留了好吗。

Happy happy today ^^. Because went out with girlfriend.
Even though she's like grounded. Happy, but we got lost over there.
And we've to cab back.


Went to bukit timah today, forgot there's CO shit. Lol.
So went to piano instead. Fr 2 full hours shit man shit.
Can't memorise my scales, my minor melodic cmi. Terrible.
Like tht how go exams?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
Fail again, i bwg liao lo. :/


Went to meet girlfriend afterwards, then bused to 67.
Teehee, there very orhphiang sia wapiang. So wulu. LOL.
Alot maid agencies ok. LOL. Then when we're lost, i ask her ask the maid.
She say no to me :@. LOL.


Went to bwc, bwp and bukit timah shopping centre.
Thn finally bought our d and t stuffs like finalllllly.
So went ard slack, and cab back to her house.
Did our d and t, paint them, and bused to meet mummy.
Sighs, had a quarrel with her. :(


Homed, and online.
Me miss celeste tht bimbo :( She's so cute please. ^^
Brightens up my day. So much to tell you!!!
Y'know i saw DLJH tht day!!!!!!! LOL!!! And i quarrel with him on the bus.
Manymany things to tell you :D Hehs.


I'm feeling emotional again, and i've no idea why... :(
Sighs x10. Hey, i really have alot of things on my mind.
Though i spoke them out, i told my friends ard me wd happen.
But nobody have to yet to experience how i'm feeling.
Nobody will get to experience how i'm feeling unless they get themselves inside.
In the same situation as me.


I've no idea how to put everything in words here, maybe a privated post here might helps. But i've no idea why i'm writing right here. But i guess, is the best to put how i'm feeling here into words.

好想念我的其中一位朋友，也许就是她在我的人生中加上了五颜六色的色彩，但是，现在因为一些原因，你已经远远地离去。也就是因为那个原因让我们疏远了对方，不是吗。。。还记得，你曾经从早到晚都陪着我。就算你不能在我的身边，你也会用简讯来代替。以前常常埋怨为什么人生会这么难过，这么悲哀，但是没想到，现在还是一样的糟。
这几个月以来，我过的好辛苦，好累，都快要崩溃了。我已经不能耐心地去解决这些问题，我真的好累。
不愉快的东西是不该去记得，但是为什么我还是依然没有勇气去把他们忘了呢？我的勇气去了哪里。坚强的我却又去了哪里。我放佛看见一个不属于我的世界。还能回到过去吗。。。？

“幸福永远”还存在吗？为什么我从来看不见幸福，为什么幸福好像离我得好远。
为什么就是开心不起来。坚强微笑，还行吗。

Forgive, but not forget. I reckon that definitely.
Still, in my head. Leaving a permeant scar, it will forever be there.
Not everyone can plaster back the same smile.
The only person that can do this will be the one causing this whole thing.
Not everyone can have their desired ending, and sadly i'm one of them.
Dumb, silly. If no one dares to make the first move, it will forever remain there.
If you want this to remain here, dangling. What more could i've said.
But, i insist is not a fullstop yet. You know why?
My instinct tells me so.