Emotions don't write on people's faces.
Everyone plastering a fake image, blinded.
I'm scampering along my way, trying to keep up this fast speed of the new changing world.

No, i'm fine. I'm not like having any suicial tendencies. Just plainly sad, that's all. Everything seem to be moving too fast for me to maintain my pace, i'm forever too weak to keep up with everything, i'm always lagging behind. I'm sounding so miserable, i'm like letting myself engulf in agony. Most importantly, i'm not letting myself away, i'm gonna keep up with my schoolwork, the last thing i would want to slip out of my hand will be my studies and my sisters that are equally important as well. You know why i'm always rejecting an offer you all request? Because i choose my classmates over you all, and if you have any idea why, it was obviously because of the attitude you all have given me. Yes, on the surface, you all may seem nice and friendly people. But was that something that you all do it willingly? Or was it something that benefit you in a way or another that's why you are doing so? That sets me to thinking, and most importantly, i hope it triggers you to make you think in a much more sensible way. I've complete no idea why are you all doing all these to torture me, was this the new craze coming up or what? Where's the retribution i'm awaiting for to befall on you all. Where is it, shouldn't i be seeing you all suffer for the misdeeds you all have done. Is an immoral deed, wasn't it? Toying a girl's feeling, mind you. Are you dumb or retarded. Did you just set mercury into your brain or something. If not why it doesn't make any complete sense to what you all are talking. If talking about the past, are you sure it really means nothing to you? Nothing, as in completely nothing. Not even a percent or so. Are you sure?! A faded picture taken from the broken camera may fade, you may not even to get to see the picture, but yet, memories don't fade away as easily as you thought it will be. No matter is a black and white photo, a sepia photo, or a coloured photo. Is still trace back memories. Why does the image picturing infront of my eyes seems so farway, seems so lifeless. I saw bastards appearing in my life every now and then, everything are being so superficial. I don't mind you you you, having a bad nature, most importantly is from the bottom of your heart. I'm actually so speechless about every actions/words that happen to me, today, right now. I can't believe it.

Continue stepping on my tail. Like i give one or two fuck to whatever shit you are doing. Pretty obvious, you're just waiting for people to go please you, oh like shouldn't you be fucking yourself upside down?! To commit such a wicked deed requires a huge amount of courage, i wonder, where did you get your courage from. Salute to you. I'm at that kind of extend whereby i think whatever you are doing, are like totally no comments. Hmm, i don't really give a fuck to whether you are reading this, because you blow my top just now. You made me raise my voice, you made me want to bicker with you real hard. You know what, you can never fucking experience the disappointment you've brought to me and girlfriend. To hell with you that we actually given you countless of chances to turn over a new leaf. But no? You're just disappointing her in every way. Provoke my girlfriend, AngSiewBoon, think twice. I hate to see guys to make her lose her control over herself too.
Let's have a wonderful ending, shall we? ^^

I'm having terribly thumbs up goodfriends like.
I have JGJY, Candy, Celeste, Siewboon, Jieling and Lanjia.
Most importantly, me have my luvable sisters, that seems to just a stone throw away from me everything a problem occurs or pops up.
What do you have? YOU HAVE NOTHING _|_.