If the best choice is already in your heart, regardless of any choice,
The other choices will still be unseen.

Edit my skin, a little. ^^ And put up my tagbox, like finally ok ^^. Stop nagging me!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sighs, i don't know why i'm feeling so down. Most prolly due to my lesson scheldue tomorrow.
I'm gonna miss my lesson tmr, because i frever can't wake up fr morning lesson.
I can only go fr night lesson, fr example, i've night lesson tmr night):
Hate hate lessons. I've 2 tuition, and piano lesson tomorrow.
When's my overdue homework gonna placed at!!!!!!!!



Watching fated to love you again for the 2nd or 3rd time, because mummy is watching beside me.
LOL. Yesterday was suppose to stay at home, but teacher's day stuff cock up last min.
So met up with jieling, and headed towards jurong point to get the teachers day stuffs.
Esp the helium pretty balloons. I swear is damn pretty!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Train back to cck and went to meet up with girlfriend at limbang.
She passed me some stuffs, and slacked at limbang mac ^^.
She send me to bus stop, and went to the 24 hour clinic, to have my leg checked.
:/ Old illness i guess so.. o: My right leg was in a great pain at that time.
Sighs, doctor told me i've to be transferred to a better hospital, and see a specialist.
Because, there's something wrong with my nerve. But i'm not planning to get transferred there.
I'm scared of doctors. LOL.

So, i'm really very lazy to go to school today.
But teacher's day present are with me, aiya bobian. LOL.
So went to school, but noob help me take my stuffs, thanks ah noob ^^.
School was a bore lo. Seriously, went for the workout and teacher's day celebration.
After school, Daren.L and Gerald.T came to our school and fetch us ^^.



Chuxuan :@. Keep call and call ask where me where me where me. LOL.
School late dismiss, so my school like so slow. :( By the time i reach back cckps, is already like gonna close the school already.
But luckily ah, not bad, still meet till mdm phua ^^.
Teehee, all the rumours said she transfer school or wdever, all fake one lo. She's still there.
Took picture with her, but the guys left shortly after.
Didn't really caught up with many of them this year though. Guess everyone is busy handling with their own life. :/



After the school chase us out, home with gerald, junhong and chuxuan. ^^
Happy happy, had a talk with her at my house and decided to go back cckps there to slack.
Slack with chuxuan, and met with Jane.C and angela and celeste ^^.
Siewyi came downstairs shortly after.

The guys decided to go lot one, while all of us stay there and talk. ^^
Walked walked, slack slack. Walk back to lot one with chuxuan, Jane.C and siewyi.
Slack around at lot one for quite a long time with them ^^.
Happy happy.



Slacked around and decided to home at 6plus. o:
Chuxuan ah, photo on top ah, can go take liao. LOL.
Enjoyable day, but yet i'm having an indescribable feeling.
Maybe because is back. Candy boyfriend uh, you understand right :/
I'm scared, i really am this time. :/
一年前发生的事情好不容易才圆满结束，不要再回来了好吗。

Okay, shall go sleep now. Goodnight. :)
你开心就好.

Picked up those memories on the way.

Wapiang, i very tired leh. :/ Shit la, i bomb daroooooon and christopher.
And kiatguan. o: Shit ah, sorry ah sorry. LOL.
Tomorrow no piano. My middle finger swollen!!!! How to accent like tht?!

Fk the 3 pieces ornaments, i can't do them all :(

Me want learn guitar badly badly badly!!!
Tomorrow whole day stay at home ah, finally. ^^ Complete my assignment okay. Finally one ok.
Gonna go fetch yehlin from school on monday. Gerald fetching me jieling and gerald. Teehee ^^
Happyhappy O: On phone with JGJY with our daily talk ^^.
Si prawny fly back to her m'sia. :@ Can't have our bimbo session today with her):


Went out with girlfriend and head towards plaza sing fr sist's birthday o:
Reached there ard 6 plus, i forgot the timing la!!! LOL.
Met yuting and her sist, ahxiang and 2 more guys which idk their names at mos burger. o: And walked ard thr, bought the present fr teacher's day.
Ght giving as a whole luvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv.

Then decided to go fareast, and her sist, kitty, joined in o:
Girlfriend've curfew thus she left first.
Sorry girlfriend!! ): Walked from dbg to orchard again!!!! Like yesterday. :@
But today wasn't as tired, cause was walking at a moderate speed. Not like yesterday la.
Dk who la, walk so fast _|_.



Took grp shoots outside, and went fareast o:
Shop for awhile, and decided to head for kiatguan's birthday one at first okay.
But mummy called me ask me go dabao her dinner. LOL.
So home, and reached home at ard 10.

Shall go sleep first, night. ^^
Changing blogskin tmr okay, this one i last very long hor. LOL.
Walao, i hate dota very much. I talking to people halfway they go dota, come back 1 hr later ask me. What you ask ah. LOL. :@

K, Phone ask me write his name on blog here. And i've no idea wd to write. He very guailan ^^.
K, byebye, nights. ^^

P/s. Sist, the photo on top. Go save ^^.
Happy advance 14th birthday, luv ya.

属于我们的歌。

15 hours of sleep today!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^ Happyhappy.
Woke up at 2plus today cause my phone got bombed. :@
Didn't went fr piano today. Cancel off, because i'm too tired to do so :/

Yesterday was CIP day, so train to dbg with cliques ^^.
Took the red line. _|_ Got people kp me say i stupid didn't take the green line. LOL.
LOL. Met with wesley and accompany him to have his lunch. LOL.
Walked ard, and walked to cathy. LOL.
Then walked to orchard, fk. Ask him take mrt he say walk. 2 mrt stations hor. LOL.
Walk till i die.


Went to meet up with jieling and co. o:
Then walked to the mrt to find gerald and junhong.
Slacked there fr awhile, and went back ^^.

Home, while clique help me return back the donation wdever.
Ran home, and ran back to lot. Something bad happen :/
Went to studio, and home at 10 ^^.



Phone with prawn and noob and star.
Luvya ^^. Shall go prepare and head to yuting's birthday.
And kiatguan's birthday. Daron and christopher have been nagging me like shit. LOL.
Okay, goodbye ^^

Packed scheldue. :(

School>Gombak>Met Wesley at DBG>Cathy>Walked to orchard>Lot>Home>Lot>Limbang>Lot>Home.

Tired. Esp the part where i walk from DBG to orchard. 2 mrt stations ok.
Wesley didn't want to take mrt, bimbotic. LOL.
So i'm so tired, fk didn't want to go studio today.
But something happen, so i went. Reached home @ 10pm o:

Out tomorrow. Whole day.
On phone with minjin sweetheart, jianhao noob and jolene goh star ^^.
Just put down the phone with JGJY. Finally bimbo with her.
YAY, Tired, nights.

Me gonna sleep early today, tired.
I've CIP tmr till 7 plus, and gonna go studio.
): But on another hand, i'm really looking forward to the CIP. ^^
Can't wait to go there with my clique ^^. Gonna go dbg and do the fund raising stuffs.




Did PW till 6.30am today and went downstairs to pass sandra and minjin the stuffs.
Went back home and slept and woke at 1, bathed ate and went to school fr PW.
Yay finish everything already, and went to lot with iain, darling and girlfriend.
Went to meet yl and home, yl went keathong there while i go find jieling and wz. o:


Ps ah, slept at mac, abit tired ah. LOL.
Late la, kp. LOL. Mrted to gombak and did the freaking proposal. Done already okay ^^.
Did till 7 plus, train back to cck and meet with yl. o:
Meeting her on the following monday. ^^

Saturday, Sunday, Monday, Tuesday. All fully packed? Anymore? I'm tired. Stop.

Energy drained.

Me in school now yaw! ^^
Felicia's and their group are doing their pw ppt presentation. LOL.
i'm pretty sure that we screwed up our ppt presentation just now. But i'm sure about the score part yet. LOL.
Aiya forget it la, since the pw project is over already. LOL.

Fuck la, i think i'm so tired today because i didn't sleep a wink hyesterday night doing the fucking script :@.
YAY, But now finish liao, damn damn relax. LOL.

I'm meeting yehlin later on for meeting and jielring and weizhan later for the Co meeting at the library. Will be late.
Shit la, i'm going to be late to meet yehlin liao. I meeting her at 3.30 pm ok!!!
Late liao.
BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE.


Andyqa ask me to mention his name.
Edwin and keith also.
Die i go do the worksheet liao.
BYEBYE.
LOL

累到不行.

:C Sad face potray on my face today, because i'm really so exhausted.
Slept during maths tuition like fk myself fr doing so. -.-
Cheebong bong bong bong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Fuck project work, tmr the freaking last day.
Is so so so mafan please. Presentation tmr. Fk i'm gonna do tonight chiong like one fk.

Today after school, slacked with almost all GHT members in 2e4.
Damndamn happy. Spammed kp phone till like 200 plus msges. Teehee.
Bimbotic. Tsk.

Then went to sandra's house with all of them.
And then, jieling and girlfriend came afterwards.
Damndamn high and fun lo. Tried to fold rose HAHA.
And surprisingly zh got it. Tsk.

Have to do my fking PW right now. Because i'm left with the freaking script and ppt.
I've to copy 5 copies of the script. Arghs, packed timetable.
Because tmr was suppose to discuss about CO stuffs with jl and wz. But i got smth on with yl!!!



Arghs. BYEBYE.

你给我的幸福不停在我心中走动。
如此平凡的事情是因为你才变得如此生动。

Me beri no life): Sighs. My life revolves around school, books, school, books.
No entertainment): I want go movie and kbox very very much!!!!
I want helium balloons too!! I never play with helium balloons for such a long time already):



Had my history and science common test 2 today.
Flunked already, really. My efforts of studying and memorising every important points went down to the drain.
Was really so stressed up yesterday night. Sighs):

Timetable packed like shit for the upcoming days ahead.
Wednesday, out with clique/going jurong with baby.
Thursday, project work, meeting yl.
Friday, CIP with Ght luv<3.
Saturday, CCA, Piano, Yuting's sist birthday.

Spent my past 2 days with my bimobotic bestie.
She came over to my house yesterday, and gave me a big big surprise.
Luvya^^. She at first claim tht she can't make it and bomb me :@.
And my history notebook is with her. So i was very :@ with her.
Then when i reach home she was there ^^. Thanks bestie. Luvyouverymuch.

I'm so tired. Fell asleep & i forgot to attend tuition!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Arghs, forget it. Shall do project work. And copy the script fr grp and co to memorise.
^^ Goodbye.

I finally met up with my bimbotic bestie just now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Teehee, luv her to the max, muackz. ^^
Short dinner and desert, but was really a fullfilling one. ^^
Meeting up with her tmr after school, because she's gonna teach me chem.
And might be meeting with yl too. Teehee :B


Luv her to da max please, shall blog again soon.
Because i'm rushingggggg! To do wd, complete my chinese assignments.
Do my freaking filing fr 3 subjects, and lastly start on my PW.
If not i've to rush next week. Which i can't afford to do so, because CT is running along the way.

BYEBYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ^^.

(Is raining, is pouring.)

Walao, the weather damn nice to sleep ok!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Y)
Doing my frever never ending homework. Typing my history notes for keith and girlfriend (!)
For the whole night, i keep listening to 记得. LOL. Cause the wanting la.
LOL. Pm go put the lyrics, see liao also go kaypo ask her wd song, then keep listen.
LOL, Girlfriend fell asleep already. Yay i win. LOL.
Okay, Around 15 hours more to meeting my bimbotic bestie.

Shall go watch tv nownownow!

Let's stop everything, before it gets out of hand o:

Wapiang, the weather today is hot one lor. -.-
To dampen my mood was that i forgot to attend CO and Piano today.
Just because i want to sleep. And surprisingly, i woke at around 3pm today.
I slept going 15 hours today. And i'm still dog tired like fk myself fr keep on sleeping. -.-
Cheebong, moaning like one fk because i'm so disappointed in myself. How):


I'm gonna chiong overdue homeworks, and study tomorrow.
Whole of next week, i'm staying at home, most prolly.

Went to cuiting's house after going studio yesterday, and left her house around 11pm.
Went out today, after i woke. To lot and imm to purchase our D and T stuffs, again.
Bought our spray cans, and went to popular like finally. LOL.


And home at 6 plus. o:

Tasks to be completed over the weekend, is more than uncountable.

Counting on to many anniversaries with you.
1st, 2nd, 3rd. Yet, it stopped at the 4th one.
还能回到过去吗.

I've piano lesson tomorrrrrrrrrrrrow. Then i'll be heading to school for CO.
Then, i've something on tmr afternoon, and night.
Sunday, i'm staying at home to mug for exams.
I'll be out on sunday night with celeste ^^.

Next week 5 common tests if i'm wrong.
Handing up of IPW ppt. Have do chiong.
D and T artefact gonna due date too.
17 days to piano exams.
1month plus to EOY.

Sighs, me can't take it anymore. ):
Liars still etched somewhere around in my head.
Claim that i've already give no damn to this topic, but yet.
Why is it still lingering around my mind. :(

Blog again tomorrow, i'm really very exhausted):

3 months ago, i was depriving for a life like 6 months back.
Then, when my overturned life finally resumed back the same.
Riots broke out again. Once, again, i'm left stranded with an avalanche of questions.
Awaiting for my answer, awaiting for things to be resolved.

WHEN PEACE CAN RESTORE?!?!?!
Aiya, shit la. Lol. I'm gonna complain like 12345 and rant and whine all over again.
Y'know 1 year already!!!!!!!!!! 1 bloody year plus already. To be exact 1 year plus already.
Can stop liao anot?! Wahpiang, you not tired i also tired.

Just now, complain to my ★.★, told her i ximtia my 'friend'. LOL.
Then she jitiao say wd ximtia somemore hoot me :(
Sighs, really ok. See already also sad, real one hor. LOL.



Change my blogskin and updating now like f-i-n-a-l-l-y.
I'm sorry, I know i've been on due for a couple of blogskins recently.
Give me time okay!!! Been rather, or should i say quite busy recently.
Having disgusting eyebags and dark eye rings like shit. I'm gonna take a break.
Soon, after my eoys, next month. And i'm gonna rebond my hair like finally.
Major shopping spree at taiwan too. ^^ Enduring. :D

Project work written report, finally completed. Damn damn happy ^^.
43 pages of report fr my grp leh! :X Ji happy yi xia!
Left PPT presentation, script, and oral presentation, then i will complete my PW!!!!!!!!!! ^^
Then i will be left with D and TTTTTTTTTT!


Lastly, i'm godamn tired. My headache's acting up again.
So i'm gonna sleep before 10pm. Please feel happy for me. LOL.
I'm having so many plans lining up infront of me. ^^
Yay. HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

Goodbye. :)

(Unknown calls and numbers, please indicate your name. Thanks.)

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Wrong from the start. You didn't do as what you said to me, and hence i question you back, what rights do you have to comment on me. Ain't you regretting it now? Are you suffering much much more worse than how i am feeling for that period of time. But, instead of encouraging me and to spur me on at the lowest point of my life, you did otherwise. You add salt into my wound. Heartless enough? You ain't a 3 year old kid anymore. Why are you acting like one?! Hmm, cherish things before its gone. I really mean it. I hope you decipher this line well too. I don't want you to end up like me either.