I'm stupid, stupid enough to make the wrong choice of things.
I'm stupid, I'm stupid, I'm stupid.

Big sorry to many all my close friends.
Sorry yann laopo, and jolene star. Can see you two got so pissed off with me.
Because of the silly thing i did, then caps me tell me is not an excuse lor);
And, wenqiang daddy and chingle. Sorry, my attitude very suck.
Talk to you keep keep orh, k, lol. :(

I'm going to sleep now. At least for the first time.
I don't need to rely on panadol or painkillers to sleep.
This is the first time, i've been sleeping so early.

I'm stupid, because i don't know how to pick myself up bravely.
I don't dare to face what is lay ahead of me.

漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈.

A thousand of sorry's and apologies can never med yr broken heart.
I'm very very sorry. Really very sorry, I rly don't mean it.
I know tht my words are harsh, I'm straightforward this time round.
No words could have pen down my feelings right now.
I'm such a whore to have repeat the same mistakes time and time again.

I give you my blessings, to find another better girl out there(':
I'm sorry.

잘못된 결정이 있기 때문에 충분히 시간을 갖고 다른 바보 같아요.
내가 고민하고 비탄의 셀 수없는 숫자의 셀로 자신을 착륙했습니다.
이것은 나를 위해 최고의 보복, 사람들이 치료를위한 방법은 내가하지 말았어야합니다.
너무 피곤 해요. ) ':

그 시간은 정말 실수. 하지만 아직, 난 당신이 지금까지 나를 무시하는가 연장이 표시되지 않습니다.
왜 당신을 무시? 왜 방해? 두 스위치 역할을해야한다.
난 행복보다 귀하의 두 가지 역할이 더있어 바꿔치기.
귀하의 연락처를 삭제하라고 했잖아 그날 이후로, 내가 안 그랬어.
하지만, 난 거기에, 귀하의 연락처 왼쪽 똑같은 이름과 전화 번호.
그걸 막으려고가는 감기 전쟁이 얼마나 오래 갈 경우, 언제.

하지만 난 이미 내 이름 뒤에 전체 막을 장소가 같아.
다른 문장에 그리고 이동 대문자로 시작합니다.
난 하나를 끝내 거부, 사실은 얼굴을 거부 해요.

난 여전히는 여느 때와 마찬가지로 쓸모 없어요. 제발 내 말 좀 감각을 노크했다.
일어 나 싶어요.

한 달 플러스 통과, 그리고 내 생각에 나를 위해 강하게 움직일 시간이다.
왜냐하면 난 나야, 그리고 내가이 장애물을 극복할 수있을 거라 믿어요. ^ ^
이봐, 난 할 수가 없어 서요 누가 당신에게 말했어요? 나는 할 수 있어요.
눈물의 충분해.
사람들이 나를 극복시키는 편집증 충분해.
다 됐어.
난 용감히에 옮길 겁니다.

다 헤어질거고입니다.
난 당신의 기회는 예전의 실수는 당신에게 다시는 그런 일이 다시 숫자, 아직했다.
모두의, 왜 그랬 대부분은 상처에 소금을 추가합니다.
내가 충분히 슬프지만, 나는 무엇을 내려도 충분한 용기가 날 위해 제시되고 얼굴을 필요가없습니다.
그리고 아직은, 그냥 물어 보려 했어 니가 무엇을했는지 의문.
당신은 그렇게 할 수 있기 때문에 기회를 잡을 수 없어 네가 이것을 이해하고, 얻을 것이다.

내가 당신에게 정말 미안 해요 예, 부분이다.
하지만 나의 다른 부분은 정말 당신을 아주 많이 싫어.
이 할 것 같은, 아니, 당신은 하나의 내지만, 아직 과거. 내 다시는 내가 안 떨쳐 말해?
웃음. 무슨 말을하든, 되감기가 더이상 존재하지 않게됩니다.
당신은 나와 같은 상태에있어,하지만 난 당신만큼이나 끔찍한 아니에요.
왜냐하면 나는 완전히 완전히 사랑의 개념을 이해합니다.

아무도이 죄책감을 이해할 수있다.
아니면 내 슬픔을 알아낼.
이 슬픈 이상입니다.
하지만 난이 감당하실 수있을 것입니다.
( ':

Don't bother translating it.
Because the translator is a crap. I tried translating it and is not wd i first type out.
And furthermore, cannot copy paste in the first place.
The other way to get the korean words is through source.
But the amount of words is really alot so... don't bother. :)

Oops, i made people worry again.
Piano fr now, my exams're coming already.
And i want to pass this round, because if i do, i would be moving to grade 8.
Then another step to completing my piano academy.

For the whole of today, My mood was on and off. All thanks to you.
I was supposed to be :D but instead you spoilt everything. _|_

Wl eh, damn bastard :@. I very angry. Lol. Because people keep zidong so auto.
Girlfriend, ★.★, Chingle and daron shld knw why! -winks-
Cheebong sia. :/ The whole of today liao leh. Make me so, so, so angry !!!

Afew days back had this concert, at hkn there ^^
Went with boyfriend, Is a girl la :@ Stop asking me if is new stead wd wd wd. LOL.
Had dinner with her, but i'm so lazy to upload the grp pictures, all at my boyfriend's blog already.
They update faster than me :(



Then slack with xinzhen, jialing, camille, siuhui fr awhile.
Camwhore, and then went back to lot one. And had our supper.
And homed with boyfriend<3. ^^

Yesterday, Last day of holiday. At home chiong hmk ^^.
And then went out with mummy. Shop with her and spent ard 50 dollars plus ^^.
School today, got new timetable ~ Alot change of teacher.

Art, go art room have lesson, sat with girlfee and honeydarl :D
HMT, change seat, i sit with bean ^^.
Form seats remain, sit with catherine, and keith is behind me ^^V.

LOOOOOOOOLER.
After school, stayed at school fr awhile and home. Homework, audi, blog. ^^
Went audi competition with kai just now, ps i dced!! :O


And then i complete my maths. LOL.
Okay, Off already, byebyeeeeeeeeee ^^.

The world is increasing faggorts like wtf, stop it.

School reopening, very very soon.
Sigh, seeing the teacher's face fr another 10wks, terrible.
But nevermind, at least won't everyday at home dk do wd.
LOL. Ps fr the lack of updates, i promise update would be done by tmr ^^.
A proper one too :D

And i didn't touch my maths homework at all.
Gg.

Hello ^^v. Going out later, spent my whole afternoon.
Audi w/ bimbo. At first i want, do my chinese compo one lo. (!)
Okay nevermind, i shall go do now.

My boyfriend, coming my house downstairs to fetch me later ^^.
Blog again, soon. :D

I want school reopen. :'(
Feeling, pretty down. Because there's this guilt inside me, damn shit the feeling.
Nevermind, don't really care how people think of me, what's most important.
Is what my lovely girlfriends think about me.

& Really a big big sorry to Candy boyfriend. Sorry, if i really did force you or wd. :/
Sorry, I brought this matter up, and then if you 2 rly quarrel or wd, my apology.
And then i think, i shouldn't really mind, wd people think of me, because on one hand.
What rights do they have to judge me, they don't. :o


Okay, the day before yesterday was another long long long day. :O
Late again, train to meet girlfriend @ city hall mrt station ok.
Then train over to dbg with her. ^^ Lunched with her, and then went over to i forgot where.
Oh, went over to ehub. Was raining, totally spoil our plan lor :(


Then, camwhore and camwhore, like more than 100.
But girlfriend, Sorry ah, i abit lazy to upload the picture. Alot hor, till you baozha.
She take pictures, take and take one ok. LOL. Then i taller than her liao hor i tell you.
She keep insist she taller ok. Hi girlfriend, I'm taller ^^V.


Then, reached ehub, take take take picture. Till the girlfriend's stead, pigu came.
So he came lo, then slack at ehub, and then went down to find cello bass. :D
Then after that, ard 5 plus 6. Mrted to enous, and bused to east coast.
Because, x.ace birthday. Happy belated birthday. :)



Wl, i walked like 30mins ok. Along the shore.
Quite nice ok, But my shoe almost got washed away by the sea. HAHAHAHAHA.
Then i would be barefooted. LOL.


& Anyway, thanks girlfriend fr yr carebear ^^. Luv die you.
That's my christmas present okayyyyyy.
K, Then afterwards, went awhile, and cab back to bedok mrt station with girlfriend and her stead.
Thanks uh girlfriend, fr cabbing with me ^^v.



Very very nice day spent with girlfriend. ^^
Luvyouverymuchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Wl i damn damn damn tired :( I deprive sleeping very muchhhhhhhhhhh.
Wl. LOL. Sorry ah, kiat guan. Didn't went east coast today.
And ght outing postpone to next saturday. East coast, again. :@@@@
Okay, nevermind. I'm looking frward to school lolololololollllllllll.


Okay die. I want headphones badly.
Me want to do many many things. But yet, something is holding me back.

I want to drown those feelings, into the melody of music.

Because i'm very guilty fr the wrong doings i've commited. Sorry. :'(

Hihihihi, back fr proper update. Sorry sorry sorry sorry, never really do a proper post recently.

Was out, more out, and out out out!!!!! :( Damn tired, so slept 14 hrs plus ytd ^^.

But yesterday, slept at 5am, and today early morning, christopher and daron called me and woke me up. :(

Then they pull me up go library with them, then i'm so nice, went lot one to meet up with chris and daron ^^.

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Solo in library afterwards, and completed some of my assignments :)

Happy happy, and went home afterwards. ^^V

Tmr will be a long long long long long long day. Okay, not rly.

I tmr want to compelete my chinese compo tmr, and another maths paper.

So all my homework gonna be completed soon ^^

Then tmr, i'm going candle light dinner with my boyfriend :X

Hehehehehe, hor jieling, finally our solo date liao lor :X Yr wish come true already, happy ma :X

Yesterday,

Went out, sleep till damn late, so was late again. Sorry wenqiang! :(

Then went buy present fr huiqi, then gerald came.

Then went to meet weizhan, then wait fr jialing to come, so everyone came ^^.

Then train to sembawang with them, and fann, xiaowei, jayhui already reached.

So went to fetch camille afterwards ^^.

So, went with them awhile, then weizhan come play charcoal ok. Put on my face okkkkk :@.

So pissed off lo. LOLOL. Then after that, 7 plus went. And have to have our late dinner or early supper.

At food junction :) Heh, and home at 9 plus. :D

I shall go and bathe, blog later when i'm back.

Mine and girlfriend's post the next. I luv girlfriend very muchzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

Hehs. Our luvluv post next, goodbyeeeeeee. ^^V

Don't bother contacting me. :/ I'm really offline now, and i've offed my phone.
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If you think i'm the one at fault, pick on me if you want. Say till you are officially satisfied with what you are doing right now.
If what you intended in the first place, was to prove to me, that by giving me all those shit examples of how you have been through, i'm here to tell you, i'm no better than you.
I didn't tell you any single thing doesn't mean that i'm being fine, i'm alright.
I told you, once, twice, thrice, that if you can't take it, then leave it. Did i or did i not.
If you've notice the change, then you should know that i'm not in the mood for you to play jokes on, for you to laugh at, facts or not.
And if you insist, i'm turning nasty on you.
And that doesn't mean, the whole of me is changing.
You can't get an answer from just your point of view, agree?
So instead, if i say something, and you can't take it. Just shutup.
I'm facing something, much more worst than you, and i believe you are much better than me right now.
I didn't mention names in this post, so if you say that is you?
I've nothing to say. Because i didn't regard this post to anyone.
Just wait and see.

Yay, I finally got my ass to change url.
And blog ^^V. Wl, reecently, i very lazy to blog :( Die. I keep audi till like so no life :(
HAHAHA. I later going audi with ★.★ later ^^.
Heh, Tmr will be another long day. Because like oh-so-finally.

I'm meeting EliciaCheongKaiQi<3! And i'm going east coast afterwards.
And lastly meeting up with my cello bass^^V. Yay, Luv.

Okay, Yesterday i think. Went to girlfriend's house. To do homework.
And i'm left with like still alot. :/
Going to do it on thursday, before i go out on thursday night. :O
Tried to did homework, but end up, audi audi and audi. Die. LOL.

Heh. Camwhore ^^.

& I went for piano lesson today early in the morning :(

Then went to find girlfriend & co at limbang mac.

And home, audi again @#%#$%#$^#$.

And i went out with darling, home and tuition.

Well till here ^^.

Blog again tmr. Girlfriend, mine tmr :)

100 pictures ok ^^. -winks-